I FEEL LIKE CRAP OKAY. I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT. I SERIOUSLY CANNOT. WHATS WRONG WITH ME. I DONT KNOW OK. I'M NOT BEING EMO OR WHATEVER. I JUST CANNOT TAKE IT.
Met kels before work and had dinner at sakae & ended up being late. We went damn high. But suddenly during work, just the thought of something made my mood crash. AND I EMBARRASSED MYSELF. I was looking somewhere else while opening the glass door, i pushed it and it was opened okay. But i walked and banged into the other one beside it. There were so many customers outside.
AND ANYWAY, I'M STILL FEELING LIKE CRAP. DENYSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shall go talk to her now. I dont know why but i feel comfortable confiding to her.
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♥ With love, Amanda