Saturday, September 30, 2006
I am caught up with a bad cold. and it doesnt feel good at all. Hongru wanted to go causeway
point today but i had tuition right smacked at the exact timing so
yeah. whatever.
spent almost the whole day at home and it sucks. well, at least i met baby for a while.
tired. gonna rest now. my headache is killing me.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
It took quite alot of courage i must say. but then again i must think, if no one starts, it's gonna remain like this till we graduate. I dont really care about pride now, so, whatever. Say what you all want.
after the whole youth mission thing, we were all damn ecstatic to know there isn't any tutorials.
so zora and i stayed back to study while sherri and the rest went to woody's house.
I completed the GCE mathes paper 2. after that, ethel came just in time so i left to meet baby.
we didnt keep to our agreement and met after all.
went to his house and both of us studied together. he did his physics while i did mathes. sent me home at around nine and he went out again. so yeah. my day. :]
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Omg i cant believe i have to retype this. We had youth misson today. it wasnt as boring
as i expected. the funniest part was my HOTTIE NO.2 FEEBIE. She's fucking HOT.
OMG. SO DAMN HOT RIGHT.
had tutorials after that. went back to class first and zora suggested something
cheeky. anyway, they played catching while triana and i watched. it was darn FUNNY.
i was laughing my head off while watching. especially zora. omg.
so i sat with alex during tutorials. she was taking random pictures of me. they are damn
hideous. had fun. we did the GCE O'S emathes paper. it was darn easy i
this year's one will be like that. i hope.
In case you dont know, yes. I'm angry with you.
edited.
I cannot stand people who clings on like slugs.
Come on. GET A LIFE.
He broke up with both of you so accept it.
STOP CLINGING ON. HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND. BITCHES.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
I am disappointed with myself. i did real badly for all my subjects. today miss lim
told us to drop geography. i really have no idea on what to do. so we had tutorials
after school, i was worried throughout the whole tutorial because i lost the charity card.
since zora wanted to go home, and i wanted to find my card. we sneaked out while val,
woody, sherri blocked justina. it was hilarious. went out of school and lazed around
with her for a while before going home. was kinda worried she would find out but ohwell.
i need to find the card asap or i wouldnt feel at ease. =/
and so, I FOUND MY CARD :]
me and him are not gonna meet like how we always meet everyday till O's are over.
perhaps once a week or so. it's gonna be hard though.
You gotta watch your words you know.
Dont comment on anything before thinking twice.
You might just make a fool out of yourself in the end.
That would be so sad huh?
SOME PHOTOS
Saturday, September 23, 2006
I quite enjoyed that night. pretty ladies were everywhere. after the whole
ceremony, triana and i went round taking pictures. i enjoyed it quite a bit.
a pity that val, woody and sherri left first. so as planned, zora and i took plenty
of pictures. however sadly, out of so many, only 3 was clear. ):
my feet was hurting so so badly so we decided to leave at around eleven. went
home, took a bath and went out for a midnight movie. John Tucker must die.
quite a nice movie i would say but i dont like the ending though. it wasnt what i
wished for. reached home at around three and cooked instant noodles. it was my
FIRST meal for the day. actually no, i didnt grab a single bite for the whole of
22 september 2006. whoah. sleep at around 5 and had a nightmare. =/
woke up and around 2 and went to his house. we watched HOLLOWMAN 2. pretty nice.
after that, baby went to jason's birthday party. i couldnt go. ):
and so, that's how these 2 days passed.
pictures? another day. tired.
Friday, September 22, 2006
It is graduation tonight. ((: ohwells.
we had makeup classes yesterday. i LOVE making up for people LOL.
The pretty ones are below!
alright, that's about it. gonna go down to town for my preparations for grad night.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Had our career talk today. or rather, lessons to teach us how to be a lady.
took some pictures after school. i like them. ((: anyhow, we had our grad night
rehersal. ohwells. what should i say. nothing.
HEAR HER SCREAMS!
alright. baby's gonna come send me to tm soon to meet sherri, val and woody for dinner. ((:
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i fucking screwed every single paper today. nvm. headed to town with kels and nisha.
our first stop was PEPPER LUNCH. omg. i LOVE it so much. i have been waiting
to eat it since forever. and finally, today. ((:
at orchard mrt, a guy and a woman from different companies approached kels and i for
some talent search. the woman talked to us about movies and all. and asked for an interview. like we are interested? so they took our numbers down and we just left.
gonna check out on these 2 companies later on.
so, went to far east and saw many people. like many. sacians, non sacians, all there.
we practically spent the WHOLE day at fareast and combed the whole area. damn.
i need to start saving money. i have so many wants. those pretty flipflops, bags, tops,
belts, everything. goodness.
i left first and went to meet baby. headed down to my old house at sengkang to get some
stuff. couldnt find them. =/ a wasted trip. and then headed down to compass point
for dinner and realised we have no transport home. =/ i HATE taking trains so no matter
how he pleaded, i just refused. so we took a cab instead. :D got home at around ten and after
my bath, here i'm blogging. ((:
Monday, September 18, 2006
I dont even fucking dare to go home. wait, which is my home. i dont even
know where i should head tonight. FUCK.
edited.
It's good to know that you've friends like them. Thankyou for all. really.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
I hate having second thoughts. this is what i want.
STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AMANDA LEE MEI YING.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
I AM FUCKING BORED I SWEAR. IT'S 0117AM NOW AND IT'S FUCKING QUIET ALL AROUND ME. I HATE SILENCE. baby is sleeping and i'm pissed. he watched some stupid cartoon and fell asleep and didnt call me. ASSHOLE. go kill yourself. I AM BORED.
chatting with alex online and she asked me to call nisha until she wakes up. and shock her
with an earthshaking news that i am "pregnant." LOL. what a clever plan! i can scare nisha
out of her bed and she can keep me company! then i can start all my fake acting on how scared
i am. LOL. THANKS FOR YOUR IDEA ALEX. LOL. okay, but now, I AM STILL BORED. FUCK.
0244am
With the lips of an angel. says:
AND OMG I NEED TO TELL YOU MY 4TH MOST ACCOMPLISHED THING IN MY LIFE
ALMY. - I MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE. says:
?!
With the lips of an angel. says:
MY FIRST - OPENING A CAN DRINK MYSELF
MY SECOND - COOKING SOUP MYSELF
MY THIRD- COOKING MAGGI MEE MYSELF
****MY FOURTH- GOING HOME ALL BY MYSELF FROM TANJONG PAGAR TO TAMPINES AND TAKING A BUS..I REPEAT BUS!!!!! ALL THE WAY HOME
KELSEY. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU.
Friday, September 15, 2006
i love the movie CLICK. kels brought it over to watch it yesterday. we all freaking
cried like shit. while watching halfway, we heard this LOUD WHINE. guess who.
as usual, NISHA BASAND RAM. hahah.
went to tamp with wifey after school. we saw everyone running under the rain. we told ourselves we didnt want to be like them. so we walked slowly to the bus stop. i was
freezing in tm. caught a cold and was feeling damn fucking dizzy. so that's what i get for
taking my own sweet time. =/ but i wouldnt want to embarrass myself running like a moron.
had pasta mania as usual. we were supposed to study but we didnt have the mood to do so.
so instead, we walked around. bought our favourite clips and ear rings. :D
saw sebas and didnt even realised it was him until he turned around and looked.
we walked rounds and rounds at tm and cs and realised this was much too boring. so wife
decided we go to the interchange. that place is practically for aunties to shop at but we were
so desperately finding something to do. okay, my vision was like turning whoah. so we decided
to go home. baby called and asked me to wait for him. so i waited and he sent me home. ((:
i love you baby.
who wear's a hat and walks home like this. omgkengieignwi. so embarrassing.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
went for breakfast at BK after lit prelim. everyone went home after the food.
i, had no where to go. had to wait till one before he release. was walking around alone .
called kels and she suggested her house. so now, i am blogging here and we have totally nothing to do. well, it's better than my uncle's house. that place is BORING.
When you're sad, no one cares.
That's the reality. Face it amanda.
A happy front is what she always have to put on, she's tired. enough.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i screwed both my chem and history today. forget it. i've no mood to talk about it. someone just pissed me off like mad. lucky nisha was there to make me laugh. or else i would just get someone to fuck that bitch. wait, but i guess no one would even wanna fuck her.
Five months of Love. ((:
Happy sweet sixteen kelsey. ((: Big girl now
edited.
I need to let it all out. those frustrations within me are much to overbearing. why cant things can turn out right.
why must God always make fun of me. one after one. it never stops. there will never be one day when i can just
sleep peacefully without having anything to worry about.
Life is just one STUPID CYCLE. the whole fucking cycle i experienced since young is beginning again.
I HATE MYSELF. I HATE THIS WORLD. I HATE THE TRUTH.
Monday, September 11, 2006
had emathes1 and lit1 today. left 13marks blank for emathes. =/ *SHUCKS. but okay on the overall. just hoping i will get a pass. lit was alright as well. quite easy but not really confident for my unseen. =/ aye.
went to eat prata with sherri, val and iana. spent four dollars on just one prata and a milo dinosaur. =/ it's ex to me for just prata. i'm still not that bad. sherri spent five plus overall.
went to sherri's house after that. we were doing last minute studying. DAMN. nothing, nothing is entering my head. fuck man. i havent even started on chemistry. and the worst part is that i have NO idea what's going on for chem. DEAD. i feel so so DEAD. serious. this is serious. fuck lah. having a major HEADACHE now. and they are playing monopoly now. val says it's for relaxation. =/ LOL.
gotta go home later and finish my history before starting on chem. serious. i dont know how to rush through everything. but strangely, i did not regret not studying during the holidays. =/ whatever.
FOR SHERRI > AH BOO AH BOO! BOO BOO! PEEKABOO! you and your booboo lah. LOL.
is it a part of my oversensitiveness or what. i hate being paranoid. damn.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
tuition this morning. ate macs for breakfast. didnt concentrate at all through out the whole lesson. was busily completing my mathes homeowork. DAMN. i'm really giving up on chem this time round. i need intensive HELP for chemistry. PLEASE PEOPLE. HELP ME.
anyway, during tuition, feebie said something that made me laughed like whoah. she was like, "wah barbara. you look like a sailor again. LOVE AND PEACE MAN!" okay that's dumb but funny when you hear her say that.
the sailor outfit and feebie's LOVE AND PEACE t-shirt
now, the dress my mom bought me. =/ AGREE WITH ME HOW DOLLISH IT IS. =/ PS. THIS IS NOT MY GRAD NIGHT DRESS.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
didnt go home last night. watched a midnight movie, THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA with baby. it didnt turn out to what i expected. quite disappointing. but didnt regret though. reached home at 11am today. was so so tired and slept till 5. i didnt study for this WHOLE holiday. DAMN IT.
finally finally my mom and her boyfriend came home. she bought me a whole lot of accessories. ((: they are my thing. i just love having many accessories. i picked my favourite and gave the rest to irene. my mom bought me this bubble poka dot dress with a black bow. it was like whoah. so dollish. but i cant say that i dont like it. it would upset her. so yeah. and the BEST thing she bought is.. THE SLIMMING HOT GEL. ohman. she finally bought it for me. actually she wanted it for herself, but being afraid that her bf would scold. she said it was for me. AHAH. i can threaten her this way. ((: *smirks. gonna upload the picture of the dress soon so ppl can agree with me how dollish it is. =/
BABY! CONGRATS ON PASSING YOUR DRIVING LICENCE THEORY TEST! PRACTICAL TO COME! ALL THE BEST! ((:
Friday, September 08, 2006
I AM DAMN FUCKING BORED. I NEED TO GO OUT. we freaking planned last time alr and now you're telling me you cant. WTF. I NEED TO GO OUT! DAMN.
was bored yesterday, so went to have dinner with yvonne. she was so nice to treat me to sakae. ((: whoo. then went to her house and watched my nine o'clock show. I LOVE MY GODBROTHER! he knew i didnt have much money left and gave me some. ohman. so nice. went to meet baby after that and we slacked around at 201 till twelve am. saw shunlai with his future girl and chatted and chatted. went home and watched the HOSTEL. IT WAS FUCKING GROSS. i watched only one disgusting part and puked. didnt wanna watch further so watched ICE AGE 2 instead. boring. i hate cartoons.
I WANT TO GO OUT NOW. RIGHT NOW. IMMEDIATELY.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
TODAY IS MY INDEPENDENCE DAY!
whoah. the whole house is mine till saturday night!
had geog tutorials today. had a bad start but after laughing at the most random stuff with woody, things certainly have brighten up. after tutorials, kels, nisha, charlene and valyu came to my house. kels and i were busily hiding all our bags and shoes for certain reasons. we hid them at the most weird places in my house.
after that, we went down to swim, tan and gym.
as kels and i were tanning, nisha, char and val were just slacking reading magazines.
promoting banana boat tanning oil!
look at val.
char reading teenage.
after a long wait of ard 1 and a half hours, our pizzas came! :D after eating, we slacked and the three of them went to the gym while kelsey and i continued with our tanning.
READY TO EAT!
the two LOVEBIRDS
gyming!
while we tan.
they decided that they wanna swim. so we played "COIN HUNT." some underwater game. it was damn TIRING BUT FUN. NISHA VS CHARLENE VS VAL. AMANDA VS KELSEY. and so without realising, we spent FIVE AND A HALF HOUR down at the pool side. it was like WHOAH.
playing COINHUNT.
buddies.
nisha's tan. whoah.
went back to the house and played mahjong. and so on. ((:
so that's how my day passed. i loved it. ((:
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
HELLO BASTARD. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I DISLIKE YOU? HAHA. NO, YOU DONT. SO NOW I AM TELLING YOU. I DISLIKE YOU.
Monday, September 04, 2006
just finished eating my maggimee. waiting for kelsey and nisha to come. then we're gonna go swimming and tanning. hurry! shall further update later. in an extremely foul mood now.
today tanning was not really successful, but fun. ((: while kels and i tanned. nisha did her work. it's quite a condusive place actually. considering the fact that the hot sun was shining down us. so we decided that we will come down to the poolside whenever we are free. ((: golly.
WARNING! PARENTAL ADVISORY.
guess who. the tits and the pits!
a clue!
you think she is really studying?
getting tired.
the little boy whom we think is HOT. ACTUALLY, ONLY KELSEY. LOL.
after our activities!
so yeah. that's how my day passed. fun i would say. ((: anyway, while nisha was gyming, kels and i saw this 2 guys. they were really weird. one was saying, "oh the sky is falling!" and the other was acting like CHICKEN LITTLE screaming like nobody's business. =/ whoah.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
went for tuition this morning only to discover that some chinese teacher took over lessons for chemistry. jo and i was like what the fuck. teaching chem in chinese. so we decided to leave. and that irritating man at the counter was questioning us like some prisoners. i was like, you are not even my father. and yet questioned us till like that. fucker. so we left and went to eat at macs. but we are kind of worrying that that fucker will call parents. that would be fuck shit. asked derrick and he said they might and might not call and blah blah. not helping. jo and i still didnt get an answer. =/ oh great. so nevermind, i decided to go home and pretend to be a good girl. because of this, i had to sacrifice lunch with my baby. aye. ohwells, got home and found out there wasnt any calls at all. =/ all that worrying for nothing. damn.
anyways, the rest of today would be better. irene, alan and sam are gonna come later for a swim! yay. and we're gonna go work out to get off all that fats we ate from yesterday's dinner. i remembered yesterday, sam and i were damn freaking full. but the dishes after each was getting better. so we forced ourselves to eat eat and eat if not we would let down ourselves. =/ whoah. and all those pounds i'm gonna put on. =/
edited.
bloody bastards, please freaking get alife and stop behaving so childish. assholes.
Friday, September 01, 2006
I NEED TO START STUDYING. DAMN. and i suspect something really bad. DAMN. why must my life be so FUCK. DAMN IT MAN.