Saturday, December 30, 2006
And yes, yesterday nisha and i jogged all the way from my house to baby's house which is located at tampines. OMG IT WAS FUCKING FUN. Jiawei was there as well and both of them got a shock. Slack there a while and took a cab home at around 10 plus in the night. We intend to do it again :]
TIME 0143AM
Listening to wo men de gu shi. The lyrics and tune makes me feel like crying but no more. Amanda wont cry. She wont. I wont.
29 December 2006
Nisha came to my house and i was like still sleeping. Made calls and went to town for an interview at a bridal boutique. Omg they are so particular about looks. The guy asked if i am pleasant looking, my weight and height. Like wtf? The interview sucked. We wont get the job one lah. Walked around far east. Got my XXL CRISPY CHICKEN and nisha got her $1 ice cream. When we reached city hall, a man called me and asked us down for interview.The venue is at city hall. Small world. No, small country.
Okay, so after everything, we decided to head to tm. Weijie was in the same cabin as us and i didnt even know it till nisha pointed. I looked up and saw an ugly pig sleeping like damn soundly. Decided to scare him a little. Went up and looked right in his face till he opened his eyes. Fucking funny. He gave a shocked and stupid reaction. And OMG ling weijie spoke english to me. Like damn good and fluent english. I thought ah bengs dont speak english besides hongru. =/
I dont know what to feel anymore. It's time for panadols. They make me numb, real numb. I cant hear, speak, nor even breathe properly. I just need that particular person but he doesnt even realise it. Thank you panadols.
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Sometimes i really wish that she would just rush in and say this sentence to me, "You are no longer my daughter." I've counted, and the results are, 30% belong to happy moments, 70%arent. Sometimes it's just really so frustrating living under the same roof as her. You think i dont want to havea good relationship with her? Of course i do. But it's she who refuse to compromise with me. She is constantly using money to control me and even till now. But hello? I DONT USE HER money anymore. I pay my own bills and eat on my own money. She has NO right to threaten me with money. Fuck bitch. I hate you. Like totally.
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Amanda lee mei ying is fucking bored now. I am like in his house with hongru, jerr, park and his older brother. He went for his driving theory and i am alone waiting for him. It is like so damn awkward lah can. I WANT HIM TO BE HOME NOW! I AM DYING. SOBS ):
Hongru and park saved my picture and edited it. WTH. LOL
Monday, December 25, 2006
Kels, nisha and i ton till 7 this morning and in the end, we couldnt take it and all fell asleep. Hahah. Went to vivo in the late afternoon with my family and my godmother + brother. Collected kevin's ic and then walked walked see see, headed to MANGO and joe was choosing clothes which he feels suits me best. Finally, we spotted this top and bought it. Yay. Happy happy. He has like a good dressing sense and also, very talented when it comes to fashion. He can choose a very simple top and add a few things to make it look very unique. And i've seen his interior drawings before. They are all very beautiful i must say. But he just told me he's considering to go into the property business. A waste but a good start to a stable career. I will support you in whatever you feel is the best for you kor! Okay, i am tired. Yawnnnnn. Almy wants to sleep.
TIME CHECK: 0522AM
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE ON THIS EARTH!
Headed to tm for last minute christmas shopping with nisha. The plan was for her to accompany me to buy presents for baby and the christmas party at night. In the end, my mom called and asked if nisha and kelsey wanted to come along. So why not! They wanted to crash it anyway. :] So, we needed to buy more presents for the gift exchange. The presents are so pretty pretty. So when we were at toysrus, this guy kept staring at us smirking. I didnt even bother to look. He then shouted, DAO KIA like freaking loudly then i turned and WAHAHA. It was kevin. Fucking funny.
So, baby came down to meet us and 3 of us went back to my house to wrap all the prezzies. When we reached the place, OMG everyone was like so high. We got quite a shock =/ Kels came later and now, 4 of us went walking around the condo. It is so beautiful and each home is like at least 1 million plus i guess? Whoo cool. So we had our gift exchange and like WTF i got a REAL FISH BONE THAT THEY JUST ATE WRAPPED UP NICELY IN A BAG. I DIDNT EVEN REALISED AND TOOK IT AWAY HAPPILY. It was only until my godma came laughing and opened the present. Like wow. =/ Anyway, this is what we got.
Slacked at the house and headed to town for ice cream. The jam was like really bad so three of us decided to walk to the hotel instead. The minute we got out of the car, we got sprayed like unexpectedly. We had on our christmas hats and continued walking and got sprayed again and again. When we reached marriot hotel, we stood behind 2 big bodyguards hoping to be protected BUT they left us! Like wth. And immediately a group of guys came spraying at us again. =/ We were kinda pissed at that point of time. But all the spraying was inevitable. My mom's boyfriend then treated us to ice cream and food at marriot and it was great!
OMG AND WHEN WE WERE AT THE BRIDGE BETWEEN THE HOTEL AND FAR EAST, IT FREAKING SHOOK LIKE MAD. I LOOK AT THE GROUND AND THOUGHT I WAS HALLUCINATING BUT WHEN I LOOK AT KELS AND SHE LOOKED AT ME AND WE LOOKED AT THE WOMAN BESIDE US, IN LESS THAN A MINUTE. ALLLL OF US SIAM LIKE MAD. Serious, it was fucking scary ok. It really shook like it's gonna collaspe anytime.
Okay. So we reached home at around 3am plus and gossiped and talked for like many hours. And now nisha the PIG is sleeping while i am blogging and talking to kelsey. :]
MERRY CHRISTMAS ONCE AGAIN! :]
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Today started off like BIG FUCK. Met kels, nisha, weijie and baby at bedok inter to collect our pay. When we reached, no one was there. Called alex and he said no pay today. He asked us to go down to his house instead. LIKE WHAT? He stays ALL THE WAY AT CIRCUIT ROAD. Kels and i could just swear that he said 23th december. Wtf. All of us were damn fucking pissed. I decided to send alex something mean. It was like vulgar but fuck man. He started it. In the end, kels and nisha went down to collect. Weijie went home. And baby and i went to town to meet my mom for high tea.
The rest of the day turned out better. Three of us went shopping shopping for christmas presents. She bought me this pretty blouse and a percy pig lunch box with percy pigs in it! Yet sadly, i was too excited and when i opened the packet, percy pigssssss started flying everywhere. Wasted lah can. But i'm smart. I bought a bigger packet just in case :D
We walked around till our legs were so tired and we decided suntec was the next place to head. She wanted to buy a shirt from ashworth for baby but she realised that it is much too mature for him. So we headed to converse but the variety was few. She just couldnt decide what to buy and in the end, we landed at Leonidas, one of her boyfriend's outside investments and bought 6 boxes of chocolates there. It was like 55 bucks per box but she said it was better to let zi ji ren earn the profit and besides, the chocolates are really good. Christmas shopping is still not done. =/ Damn.
So the three of us had dinner at sakae. My mom and baby kept talking about driving and things i dont understand. =/ I just continued eating and ordering and eating and ordering. Had fun though. It's good to see them getting along so well.
Zora surprised me with a phone call when i was on the way back and asked if i wanted to go clubbing. Haha . Fucking funny cause she was damn high. Sorry girl and have fun! Haha.
Tmr's bbq at my godmother's mother's house. I dont exactly want to go. I shall not state the reason but i just dont want to. But i am kinda forced by my mom. At least i am dragging baby along with me. His company would make everything better :] I love you.
MY LOVELY, KELSEY. I HEARD YOU'RE NOT FEELING WELL. BETTER GET WELL SOON! LOVE.
DIGGY NOSE
Friday, December 22, 2006
Job interview this morning with nisha at some tuition center as admin in Dhoby Gaut. Walked around and both of us bought this pretty pretty red purse. Omg it's so pretty. I seriously love the colour red.
So, the plan was to meet baby for steamboat at my house as lunch. Nisha was with me so she came along. Obviously we would include kelsey as well :] Yet in the end it was only left with nisha and i. So forget it, we decided to stop calling them and we freaking cleared all the food. Omg it was so damn good. We had the air con on, R & B music blasting out loud as we had our steamboat. Fucking fun and we talked like mad.
And nisha's the BEST! I seriously love her a lot. It's like she's always there for me no matter what and i remembered yesterday i was sick, she called me and asked if i needed lunch. How sweet :] Even baby said that she's really a rare friend and i must treasure her. Much love babe.
BY THE WAY, HERE'S A FUNNY CONVERSATION.
Hongru recieved a call before and missed called her 3 times so nisha called back again.
Nisha: Did someone call me with this number?
Hongru: Who's this?
Nisha: Nisha
Hongru: OHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I am amanda's GAN KOR!
Nisha: Oh no la that day she used my phone to call you.
Hongru: BYE
Nisha: BYE
Okay, we just found it very amusing.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Had many plans today. But in the end, i woke up feeling pain all over me and was fucking sick. Didnt have the mood to do anything. I had nothing to eat at home, so planned to meet him for just lunch. But he insisted that i stay home and rest. Like hello? I wont get better staying home. It has been 8 months and he still dont understand that his presence would make a difference. It was really depressing and besides, i really hate being alone. Why cant he just understand how much he meant to me. Nevermind i am just too.. forget it.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
WORK WITH KELSEY TODAY. IT WAS A TOUGH BATTLE AND WE OVERCAME IT!
INTRODUCING..
- AMANDA & KELSEY = POWERPUFF GIRLS
- ALEX OUR AGENT = PROFESSOR
- WITCH
- PIG
- OLD WOMAN
- ALL THE LEADERS = GANG GREEN GANG
It was indeed a tough battle but nonetheless, we won it. Damn. I HATE the witch= meow. Those who work there should know who. She's such a bitch. She kept nagging about our hair and even said i cant do labelling and wanted to send me to another department. Luckily the leader mun came and said she will give me more chances and kept teaching me how to do it properly. She's DAMN nice. Though strict but reasonable. The witch kept reminding me about this and that and i just freaking rolled my eyes at her. I dont understand why everyone is so scared of her. She is just making use of her authority and i dont give a damn about her existance.
Nevermind, finally. Work was over and kelsey and i were contemplating how to go to the mrt. It was a long way to walk but we didnt want to sit the bus with so many people. So, we saw alex, OUR PROFESSOR and we joked with him asking for a ride. Surprisingly, he agreed immediately. He's damn NICE. We said the mrt was fine but he dropped us at our destination. LOVE HIM MAN. And to think i was mean to him in the past.
So, both of us met baby and jerrold at 85 and had stingray for our late late dinner. Went to the pool after food and slacked there. Had much fun as we were all splashing water everywhere. Oh wells. And when i came home, i realised one part of my handphone chain is gone. It's the part i love the most and the part which i bought the whole thing for. Now it's gone and the chain is not nice anymore. I was so sad that i almost cried. Okay very stupid but i really like it a lot, a lot. Haiis.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
EDITED 1233AM
He proposed to me . We are going to be registered this coming thursday. Haha.
My dearest girl, i know i have been cold to you for quite some while and i apologise for that. Now, i want you to know that you are not alone in this. You have me and we will face anything together. Dont forget what we promised each other. You must be strong and i'll be there whenever you need me. I will be there and this i promise you. Even when the world starts to fall apart, you must remember this. There's always amanda. Me. I love you girl.
Much love.
So, me, nisha, zora, minyi, kelsey and delanie all met at the airport at around 5am plus to send alexcia off. It started off with laughes and teasings but towards the end when darling went in, practically all of us cried as we watched her leave. It was painful for her we all know and when i looked at how she hugged her love, i felt like everything came crashing down. You are brave darling. Really brave. I look forward to your return and i believe it will be real soon :]
Alright, so it was banquet training at noon. It was rather fun and we made 11 new friends. It was really fun being with them and everyone was like there for each other though we only knew each other today. After that was attachment. Damn it was so tiring and all of us got scolded like mad by the manager. Boy it was tough but i must go on. This is good experience for the future. Hongru and jerrold was in the same ballroom as us! How fun. I was hoping the man would put hongru in charge of me but he left me in the care of some pathetic CHINAMAN =/
Anyway, baby came to pick me up from work at 11. How sweet :] And he had a bad fall because of that. I'm so sorry sweetheart. You must heal quickly alright! i love you.
I spent 30bucks today. LIKE WTF. More than $10 was spent on cab fare for rushing home and going back just to get my heels for the attachment. It was so stupid but nisha and i didnt have a choice at all. Another $10 was on food and the rest blah blah blah. How. I am really broke and have NO MORE MONEY. I cant top up my card and cant eat as well. This is sad. Real sad. DAMN will anyone donate to this poor girl? HAHA no one of course. This world is damn pathetic and everyone's too stingy to part with their money. HAHA. =/
Monday, December 18, 2006
Its like 0333am now. Still watching the show. OMG it's fucking sad. I cried like shit in front of the stupid laptop. DAMN i am gonna be a zombie soon. Waiting for kelsey to come my house and gonna go to the airport to send darling alexcia off. And at noon, there's banquet training with nisha. GOSH i dont know how am i going to survive this whole day.
Saturday, December 16, 2006
I am too lazy to blog. =/ Nvm. Went to ngee ann city with nisha yesterday. Hang around town, ate a lot and went home. TODAY, went to queensway for another job interview with nisha, then to town. And again, hanged around there. Zora called and told me she was sacked. I got quite a shock. But you're free now girl! Take a break first before starting on the next one! Meeting her on monday. Whoo how i miss her. And, I dont like people to question me, except for him. I hate it when anyone else does. I just feel like slapping them right at their face. Okay thats all.
Weiming passed away. This world is really much too small. He is nisha's friend and clarence's classmate. When both told me, i got a shock. Aye, rest in peace love.
My dearest alex, i will miss you. We will miss you. We will definately keep in touch wont we. Love.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Was supposed to work today. Woke up and saw kels message. She was too tired to work today. I was to. =/ but i kinda forced myself to go. So i called him and he said if i were to go, he would. But i was too tired to even get ready so yeah. Surprisingly kevin didnt go to work too. Such coincidence. So all 4 of us pon today. Great. I am tired. So damn tired.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Work kinda suck today. All the leaders in the factory seem to hate us cause we're just 2 lazy pigs breaking every single rules =/ First was the rework department, then to sorting. Boy that place is kind of slacky but irritating. We have to load and unload boxes non-stop. Really, that place is like hell and damn picky. One mistake and you're dead. And the sorting department is a CHEAT. Everything there is all fake and no one seems to be serious in working at all. But it's fun cause thats so kelsey and amanda =/ We made quite a few new friends during these 3 days. There's 3 funny malay guys. 2 funny malay girls. Stella, ah boy and so on so on.
He couldnt make it to work today. So it was only me, kelsey, kevin and his friend. And kevin told me someone likes baby. HAHA and she's my friend. How ironic. So after work, the 3 of us went to meet baby, hongru and jerrold for dinner. HAHA FUNNY SHIT CAUSE WE DIDNT KNOW JERROLD WAS COMING. FUNNYYYYYYYYYY.
However, the dinner ended up to be supper cause i brought everyone onto the wrong bus and wasted an hour. I am so sorry guys. Was damn guilty. Reached 85 arounf 10 plus and everyone started ordering. Chatted for a while and then they walked me home. So, thats my day.
And IT ENDED OFF LIKE FUCK. I came home and my mom INSISTED i give her HALF OF MY SALARY EVERY MONTH. MOTHERFUCKING BITCH. MAD OKAY. IF I GIVE HER THEN WHAT DO I EAT ON. TRANSPORT? FOOD? SOCIAL ACTIVITIES? FUCK YOU. AND DO I HAVE A CHOICEE. NO. I FOUGHT LIKE MAD AND JUST STORMED OFF TO THE BATHROOM. FUCK YOU BITCH.
Monday, December 11, 2006
EDITED 1839pm
Both me and him had a good talk and things are working out now. I thank you for that.
Let me talk about yesterday's work. As usual, cab down to work with kels. We were damn fucking early and ahead of everyone else. So when the leader asked us which department we were from, we said under others which is the same as kevin. But the leader put us in the 1st floor others which was HELL. Omg the leaders there were all so fierce. There a PIG, WITCH AND NAGGY WOMAN there. Kels and i broke all the rules and our hair were all coming out and they scolded us. Fuckers. We stand for like 7hours ++. OMG we were literally dying yesterday. But towards the end, they sent us to the rework department. OMG that place was like damn slack. Kels and i just talked and talked and talked. And the leader, yong lee was damn nice. She was telling us about the whole project thing and what a waste of time this is. LOL. We love her man.
By the way, i just thought of something. I really cannot stand people who copies. Not pointing out on any particular person but this is one of the things i detest the MOST. It's on my NUMBER 1 MOST HATED LIST. I just really cannot stand it when people dont have their own sense of style or personailty. Like really. Whooooo.
AND I LOVE YOU KELSEY AND NISHA!
Sunday, December 10, 2006
0214am
38 degrees. I didnt know my temperature was that high. I told myself to just sleep and everything will be different tomorrow but i cant. Each time i try to shut my eyes, tears just keep flowing down. My cheeks are so hot and i cant breathe properly. How easy you can actually make it sound. How easy. I'm still not able to believe how easy you made it sound. Of all people, i didnt expect hongru would be the one to keep messaging and calling to check on me. He is really one good friend. Thank you.
God, will you let me die? Please let me die right now. While walking home from nisha's house, stupid things came rushing into my mind. How should i end this life. Slit my wrist? Jump from a building? Drown myself? Detergent? Every single possible thought came into my mind. It's very silly yes i know. But, i really dont know what to feel anymore. I broke down and cried till my heart ache so so much. It was all my fault from the beginning. Yes, i was such a bitch and a fucking fucked up girlfriend. I dont deserve to have anyone to love me at all. I should be alone. I should just die. With this, i would not make people's life miserable. I am a jinx and never should have appeared in anyone's life. Dear God, please just let me die. I didnt eat for 24hours and instead, i puke when i came home. My whole body is temperature hot and i am trembling.
During work, kelsey and i were looking forward to 85 for food. We were so looking forward to it. But in the end, i couldnt eat at all and we went to meet nisha instead. I am sorry kels and thank you for your presence.
I came home and my mom looked at me asking why i looked so pale and weak. She thinks that it's work which caused this. I didnt want her to worry so i just said i was really tired.
I cant type any longer. My fingers are shaking so badly and i cant take it any longer.
Saturday, December 09, 2006
First day of work with kelsey. It started off with a shock. Kels was in the cab on the way already and she realised she forgot her ic. She had to cab home again to find it. Omg it was damn scary but luckily, we were not late :] Alex arranged for both of us to be in the same level. Whoo. I didnt even realised kevin was at the same level as us. I thought he was with baby. So, kels and i met him for all our breaks. Baby was like alone. ): But literally, i know he's not. And kevin kept saying things to provoke me. While working, he kept coming over and disturbed me like mad. OMG it was so frustrating but he kept me entertained.
Within the longggg 12 hours of work, quite a few funny stuff happened between kels and i. She slept with her eyes opened and walked over to tell me she was in dream.
FUNNYYYYYYYY. Finally after work, both kels and i were damn damn happy. So, baby, kevin, kels and i went to bedok inter for dinner. Kevin payed for my food and refused to take my money. Like whoah. First time.
AND HMM, I REALISED THAT KEVIN AND KELSEY GET ALONG SO DAMN WELL. THEY WERE FIGHTING ABOUT THIS AND THAT AND HMMMM... I SMELL SOMETHING FISHY. LOL.
Friday, December 08, 2006
Okay great. Now i am really sick. I feel so weak all over. =/ Kelsey's here at my house and the plan was to go swimming but both of us were too restless to do so. Besides, i aint feeling too well. So both of us planned what we're going to do tmr. Every single details and all, but suddenly, alex called, again. He guranteed that this time it would be for real and blah blah blah, so now, kels and i are gonna work there and have the tele-coordinator as our 2nd job. We feel so bad to the man though. He was so damn nice. Aye.
Now, we dont even feel like working there. Both of us are stressing about this and that. And when it's alright, we were stressing about another thing as well. I guess it's because this happened too last min. I am tired. Tired of everything.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
EDITED 2258PM
I feel so hot yet cold. I feel damn sick, like i'm gonna faint anytime ): I need a doctor. So i guess i've changed my working partner to my lovely kelsey. Because of that fucking agent ALEX, oh damn. Forget it. Just the mention of his name boils me. F U C K Y O U understand? Nevermind, so baby is with shunlai now eh. And i dont know whats holding him. I want him home and he kept saying a few more mins and now. One hour has passed.
I dont like you, you know? I really dont. I dont see why they regard you as one of them. Well, of course i know they talk about you like mad. I do too. But i say it right smack in your face. Because I HATE YOU AND I DONT CARE HOW YOU FEEL.
EDITED 1855PM
OMG AGAIN IT HAPPENED AGAIN. LIKE I SAID, he came to my house and suddenly both my mom and her bf came home. She dont allow him to come when no one's home so he went straight to the cupboard like how he did last time. OMG IT WAS FUCKING SCARY. Both remained in the living room and remained there. I called nisha like freaking mad but she wasnt home. So i called cheryl poonie instead. She rushed to my house and both of acted like retards. One remained in the room and the other guarded. It was fucking funny. When it was the right time, i went to the guest room and called cheryl, so she brought him and both of them tried to camouflage as one and he jumped again. The sound was damn darn LOUD. omg. Okay, now i'm still freaking scared i dont know why. =/ Joe and yvonne if you're seeing this, SWEAR WITH YOUR LIFE YOU WONT MENTION A WORD TO ANYONE OKAY.
Guess what. Cheated again. Called alex and scolded him like hell and what he could only say was sorry. Fuck you man. Nevermind. Headed to bugis with baby and walked around looking for jobs. All of them needed at least 18 & above =/ wth. I wasnt feeling very well so baby and i cab back to my house instead. Stayed in bugis like less than 2 hours. Ru and jerr was suppose to come meet us but by the time they called, i'm home =/ How great.
Nevermind. Chatted with kels this morning at around 1am and we were talking about someone. Whoah. I didnt realised how much i actually missed kels. I miss you girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrl :]
She just called and got both of us a job! Tele-coordinator. I really hope it isnt a false alarm this time. =/ Aye. But it's like only 2 3 hours per day so i still need another job ):
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
TIME 1850PM
Just talked to nisha and she's finally back. I missed her so damn much and there she is laughing at me and kelsey for missing her. =/ I heard you cried kels. Lol. Now nisha is gloating over it. =/
TIME 1602PM
I just woke up not long. =/ Alex called and said start work tmr. I dont know whether we're gonna get cheated anot but i know what to do this time. So, i am just gonna work there temporary until i go for the banquet training and off i go there to accompany hongru cause he's alone as jerrold just got fired yesterday. HAHA.
So, i remember baby and hongru telling me that i dont smile and always give a very dao look. =/ I dont even realised that. So now, i am learning to smile. Smile like a mad freak to whoever and whomever i see. Hell goodness it's so damn difficult but no choice eh, when you come out to the society, this is what we always have to do. =/ YADA YADA.
Weijie said i am fat and baby said it was a joke but i dont think so. I need to go lose weight like seriously ): But i dont know how. ): I am just damn freaking lazy lah. So now, i am gonna fast. AMANDA LEE MEIYING IS GOING TO FAST. LIKE REALLY FAST. I dont know how long i can survive though. Aye.
And, i just called the media which weirong introduced to. The terms were damn darn good. You get 6per hour. And during midnight shift you get 1.5 more + a $10 allowance. During festive seasons if you're called back you will get 12per hour. It is so damn freaking good and baby and i already had an interview waiting for us on friday. BUT, when she asked for our age towards the end, i said 16 and 18 and HELL, she said only 19 allowed. LIKE WTF. Cant she just say so earlier. Aye, nevermind. I MUST SMILE.
PS. Dont act like you know it all and you have it all. Because i can see through those lies. You dont. Dont make me detest you further. I dont wish to.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
EDITED
So, mel and i roamed around aimlessly but time was passing so slowly. =/ We felt so damn lousy and useless and i swear i could just broke down at that point of time. Nevermind. Headed down to the interchange at night to meet baby, weijie and kevin after their work. When i arrived, weijie presented me with a whole lot of plasters. It was so damn funny cause i called him at 6 plus in the morning to bring plasters and it was too late by the time he gave it to me. But thankyou anyway eh. Hahah.
Waited for jerrold a while and headed to simpang for "supper". They were teaching me how to handle those kinda situations in the future. So yeah, at least now i know what to do. SCOLD the hell out of the agent. And Baby treated me to food :] Thankyou dear! And you! Ling weijie stop making fun of me of every little single thing eh. =/
So after food, baby and jerrold walked me home and tada. Here i'm blogging. I feel so much better after seeing him. But aye, he's working again tmr ]: *sighs Nevermind. I LOVE YOU DEAR :]
BLOODY FUCK. I fucking woke up at 6am today and went for work. Mel and i waited for a whole fucking 2 hours and our agent told us that there isnt any space for us today. Like WTF. We woke up so damn early and waited for so long just to hear this sentence? Hell to the yeah. So baby, weijie and kevin went in, leaving us behind. Hell fuck shit. Damn it lah. So we took the shuttle back to inter and some irritating guys were talking about mel and us, comtemplating whether to take numbers, commenting so much about us. LIKE WTH. Do we even know you. FUCK OFF BASTARDS.
Why does unlucky stuffs keep happening to me. Yesterday at the airport my mom's bf lost my jacket. My fucking new jacket which i loved so damn much. I wore it like only twice? FUCK. And, my addidas watch is spoilt as well. Hell. FUCK FUCK FUCK. And now i cant even complain to baby because he's working. DAMN DAMN DAMN. I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING. I WANT TO CRY. I WANT TO CRY ):
Monday, December 04, 2006
Back from Bangkok. Shop shop shop and shop. I have quite a lot to say but damn. I aint have the mood now. Work tmr and it sucks BIG TIME. Only black and blue clothing are allowed. And jeans. Like WTF. I DONT WEAR JEANS. I HATE JEANS. Fuck shit. What kind of job is this. I am only working there for baby's sake. I AM SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. FUCK LAH. 12 wholes hours per day and only like 4 plus per hour? Hell goodness. Bloody hell. Fucking job. FUCKKKKKKKKK LAHHHHHH. Have to wake up at 6. Like SIX AM. Bloody hell mad. DAMN BYE. GO FUCK YOURSELF.