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LE FEMEE


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MARTINI KISSES


They, are the X factors: super hot and sexy and i love them.

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Ikea with my love today. Enjoyed much. However, spoilt by someone. That's all. Goodnight.


With love, Amanda


Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Met him and headed to ws specially for the prawn noodles. To our dismay, the foodcourt was under renovation when we reached. Shag.

The plan was for him to accompany me with my mom to bugis. But he backed out last min, leaving me just like that. How i wished when i turned back, he would be there. But no. I shall not talk about it anymore. It just makes me frustrated.

So momma came to fetch me and off we go. Loan money from her and bought the bag (: She hates it when i buy bags because she claims i have too many. But bags are my love and i collect them. And since it was a loan, she HAS to buy it first. So my dearest godsis, you dont need to buy for me anymore! HAHA. But i still want something. LOL kidding.

Got a top and more studs. Oh oh oh. My love (:

Momma thinks i'm weird. She kept asking herself why did she give birth to such a weird child like me. Well, dont regret it. Because you chose to have sex with my papa, wait i have no papa. So too bad. And i like being weird. Because the defination of weird to me is different. I hate dislike people who has no mind of their own. Oh so sad (:

Just chatted with ___ and i was amazed he actually started a conversation with me. So his reason for not talking to me lately is because i have clarence. BUT it wasnt like that in the past. WHO was the one who will always be there when i'm upset. WHO was the one who would always make me laugh. Now because of this reason (which doesnt make sense) leaves me questioning.

I wanna have a piercing at the corner of my lip. I want it. Yes i want it!


With love, Amanda


Monday, January 29, 2007

I woke up at 1029am. Took a bath, blew dry my hair and set off for work.

YAWWWWWN. Why am i still on my bed? Checked the time and it was fucking 1144am alr. WTF. So that was a dream? I felt so stupid at that point of time. Ya ya so i was late for work. Took a cab down and luckily, i wasnt scolded. Just had my pay deducted =/

Mom called and said she's coming to fetch me. So shasha and i walked round tm. There was a damn darn long queue at the fourth floor so we decided to check it out. SO, it was SHEfei lun hai.

Same shift with yani on thursday and saturday. (: We've been waiting for this moment for so long.

J is sending in her resignation this friday. She asked me to send in with her but i have yet to find another job. Haagen daz called again 2 days back and i cancelled the call. How stupid. So, gonna join J at starbucks if possible. And what 10dollars per hour. Bullshit. It's only 4.50. Wish me luck!


With love, Amanda


Sunday, January 28, 2007

My mom dragged me out of bed early this morning. Was aching all over. But still, i decided to be a good girl and go out with them. First thing that surprised me in the morning was the new tv installed in the car and a personal headset for me. I was like, whoah cool. Haha.

Headed to ikea and had meatballs and chicken wings. Hate that place. It's like an army camp =/ Made my mom go to far east with me and bought the shoes i've been wanting for so long. Luckily there's my size, or else i would have to wait for 2 weeks for it to be drawn. =/ I have not that much patience. Jurong point next and that place sucks. Huge but boring. Dinner at some Britsh restraunt and yeah. Home at last.

Shahren messaged me and i have no recollection of who he is at all. I know he is my colleague but which one! I suck at names lah. Anyway, called him back and figured out in the end. HAHA. So ken and him planned to watch a movie on sat night. But the problem is that me, j, apple and hason are working on sat. He said for us to change shifts with others but it's a bit too many ppl ah. =/ AYE HOW.

Afternoon shift tmr. Sighs. My heart feels heavy AGAIN. What is wrong with you AMANDA LEE MEI YING. I hope i'm working with fun people. BYE.


With love, Amanda


Saturday, January 27, 2007

WORK
I arrived at 1157am today. Was three minutes to being late. Saw ___ and i was gloating inside. HAHA. So the first thing apple said to me when i came was, "Manda! watch after ken for me ah. See whether he got flirt with that girl anot." HAHA.

Was runner again today. My hands are still hurting from the steaming hot plates and the countless stacks of stuff i had to carry. Was running around like a mad freak. These are my job as a runner.


  1. Carry and wipe washed plates, bowls, etc.
  2. Top up the soup base
  3. Top up ice cream
  4. Top up sauces
  5. Top up the drinks
  6. Make sure the counter bar is clean

It sounds easy but hell no. The job is continuous and you CANNOT afford to take a break.

Yoyo kept calling me baby today. SO CUTE. Anyway, i played along with yoyo and called him papa. Then we were like, "Who's mama." THEN I POINTED AT ANJULI. LOL. Both of us broke out into laughters. Papa will be going back to indonesia soon ): Nevermind, i guess by the time i probably wont be working here anymore. So we wont have the sad sad teary scene.


BUGIS

Met yvonne and headed to bugis. I DROPPED MY MOM'S EASYLINK. THERE'S LIKE A LOT OF MONEY INSIDE. I FEEL SO SCREWED OK. I WAS STILL HOLDING IT WHEN I WAS IN THE TRAIN AND IT'S LIKE GONE. WTF. I SHOUTED AND SCREAMED AT WHOEVER WHO LOOKED AT ME. WAS SO CRUDE BUT WTF. I WAS MOTHERFUCKING PISSED. DAMN.

Nevermind. So I kept telling myself this is HER shopping trip and i'm not suppose to buy anything. But in the end, i bought a lot. And i saw this bag. I LOVE IT SO MUCH OK. But if i buy it, i wont have money until my pay. =/

MY DEAR GODSISTER, if you want to buy it for me, i really wont mind (: After all you are my GODSISTER right. (: Follow me, right? I like the black one. HAHA. Anyway, thank you for today luh. (:

Baby, yvonne's bf and friends came down to meet us. Went to find cindy with him first. She've changed. I mean in terms of look (: So, went for dinner and pool after that (:

Baby sent me home and we decided to eat supper. Headed to 85 (: I LOVE YOU AND DONT FORGET TO MBCS. (:

TIME CHECK 1223am. Bathing time. BYE EASYLINK. I CURSE THE PERSON WHO PICKED IT UP AND USE IT FOR HIM/HERSELF.









With love, Amanda



0103am
I think i talk too much during work. I shall be quiet later.


With love, Amanda


Friday, January 26, 2007

Woke up and the first person i saw online was ah raaa. So we decided to go out cause we were simply rotting at home. Stressing on who to ask along. 2 people boring lahh. So it became four of us. Baby, kevin, zora and i (: Met him first and he looked rather cute in his working clothes. (:

Zheng Weilun was fucking 2 hours late. We were all getting irritated, tired and hungry. So da pai ah. Come so late. So our late lunch became an early dinner. Settled for pasta mania (:

Saw this lil cute handphone thingy and bought a bear for myself and a cow for my godmother (: Ah ra bought her patrick too. Cute. (:

I feel like crap now. I've no idea what's wrong with me. I just feel like crying. Saw this old man on the bus and he was having so much difficulty walking. My heart just ache so much luh. Wanted so much to go up to help him but a man went on first. The rest just watched. Typical singaporeans. So unfriendly.

Okay great. Now i really feel very down. Work tmr and somehow, i dont feel like going. There's like this negative voice telling me not to go. I dont know why.


With love, Amanda



Fuck you insomia. It's already 0428am and i'm really sleepy. Having a bad headache and my eye lids are getting heavier by the minute. But hell. I just cant fall asleep. Seriously, i need sleeping pills. Wanna guess what i'm doing as i'm typing this entry. I am reading the dictionary. Like yes, i am reading it word for word. Fuck lah. Please let me sleep. Please for fuck's sake.


With love, Amanda



WORK SUCKED TODAY OK. Damn it ok. ___'s like my motivation luhhhhh. IRRITATING. And worst of all, i was made runner today. Wait, this is still okay but for fuck's sake i was under _____. Shit her okay. She fucking shouted "faster" to me. I cant stand people shouting at me because no one has the right. NO ONE. I just shouted back at her. Fuck you bitch. One more time and i swear i'm gonna slap your disgusting face. Wait, i shouldnt. It would only dirty my hands. BAHHHHHHHH. Nevermind, at least val & ken are working today.

So today, no one took off my cap for me. LOL. Inside joke (: But val offered to. HAHA. It was fucking hilarious.

Baby got the job and he's starting tmr. This means........ AYE. I'm not working tmr and i've no where to go! Everyone's working. ): I dont know if i should be happy now that he got the job. ): Wtf lah. I should must be happy.

OKAY I NEED TO GO BATHE NOW. =/


Edited 0127am
My dearest zora, i hope you're feeling better now (: Bu yao xiang le. You've me okay. (: Cheer up cheer up. I love you (: Haha.


With love, Amanda


Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Accompanied my love to town for interview (: I hope it goes well for him. The pay is good. 6.50 per hour and you only have to work 3 times a week. Aye jiayou hubs. (:

It's sad to know that we've nothing to talk about anymore. While waiting for baby, ___ and i just sat there with complete silence. I just listened to songs and he read his stuff. I dont like how cold both of us are treating each other. Oh freak. Wth am i talking about. Forget it. So, they went home.

My love and i then headed to far east. Bought this pair of slippers. I dont exactly like the design but at least i dont see anyone wearing it so far. Baby teased me and talked about "the girl who copys". Funny shit. So, he became my maid today. Haha. Carried all my stuff and followed me to every single shop. (: I love you lah dear. (:

Dinner with stephie at tampines. Havent been catching up with her for so long and we crapped non stop and talked about each other's life. (: Sat at long john's for quite some while and went to walk around .We bought stuff and 2 similar pairs of ear rings for each (: Something happened to us and it was embarrassingfunny can. Haha. Aye, i love you lah girl. More meet-ups soon (:

Saw val, sherri and woody and OMGXZXZXZ. I started talking like mad and went damn high. (: That's about it. I enjoyed today much. (:


With love, Amanda



EDITED 0400am

I cried like a moron. How naive can i be at times. Just read this. http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm and watch this. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wIDRtEOLWiU


With love, Amanda



1209am (: Just returned home from work. Had fun. A lot of fun. Why? Cause it's night shift.

So 2 people pissed apple and i today. First person, that "little boss". Wtf can. He went to tell the mdm that we were lazy. Apple heard and came over to tell me. Both of us stared at him and gave him the wtf look. Fuck you lah. Whose the lazy one instructing us all the time. Freak you. When he was leaving, he came to ask me. Can i date you? HAHA how funny. No one would want to date a someone like you.

2nd person. The new mdm, joanna. She's so demanding and kept telling us these 2 words. Customer service. So irritating ok. And everything we did was wrong. Just go back to your own outlet and leave our's alone you old bung.

Anyway, while working, i saw this "small little boy with golden hair" looking in seoul garden for quite some time and acting beng. LOL. He resembles someone so i looked carefully and it was Clement Ong. Haha.

I've off tmr (: Yay. It's either town with baby or with my godbrother. Hmm?


With love, Amanda


Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Its 1556pm now. And soon, i have to leave for work. Meeting Farhah first. (: I'm tired. My whole body is stiff. Probably because i havent been working for 3days. Long break huh. I dont feel like going! But i need to exercise. Hahah. Work equals to excercise to me (: Off i go. BYEEEE.


With love, Amanda


Monday, January 22, 2007

Couldnt get out of bed today so we changed our plans and baby came to my house instead. I cooked lunch (: Again, he continued with the jigsaw and i did housework. So unlike of me. But i was forced. =/

Just finished half a tub of BEN AND JERRY'S CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH. OMG i cant believe it. My dieting plan just started yesterday and i just broke it. Wtf. Okay. It re-begins from now onwards. Darn. I hate those lumpy lumpy fatty thighs ): YIKES.

NOW, i am caught with a really bad cold. It's hurting my nose, and now my throat. I hate it and i've work tmr. I hope i recover by tonight. Aye. ):

Baby baby baby, i love you :D muuuuuuuacks.


With love, Amanda



Went to ikea today with my family to look for a bed stand and some stuff for my room. Bought 2 red cushions and a brown mat for my slacking corner. And i am so damn angry with myself. I kept telling myself i wanted my room to change and stop living in the kiddish century. So, i packed my room and gave away most of my soft toys. After the whole procedure, my room still look kiddish. And wait, maybe even worst. Like wtf lah. I WANNA GROW UP ):

So. wedding dinner in the night. My mom and i reached there early and esprit was just beside the hotel so i led her in and made her buy me a top. How smart (:

The dinner was boring =/ but, i caught myself an eye-candy. Like omgggahhhh. So koreanish-looking. BAH. Hao ke ai. Kheng wei Kheng wei. Hahah. Okay i guess no one knows what i'm talking about. (:

Anyway, i've made up my mind. I dont wanna work at haagen daz anymore. Clement wanted to accompany me but they werent accepting anymore. And besides, i went to check out the uniform and it's ugly shit.

And i lost my diamond brooch today. ): I lovee it so much and it wasnt cheap. D A M N.

Signing off with anger,
LIL MISS ANGRY 0208am


With love, Amanda


Saturday, January 20, 2007

Went for tp's open house today. Saw many people. Yeah that's all. Went for dinner at east coast, after that my mom's bf needed the gents so we went back home and waited for him and drove back to east coast again for ice cream at Gelare. Like how lame lah. Drive all the way back for the loo. =/ Oh well, that's him.

So i just remember about this weird customer i saw in Seoul garden. It was a group of jc students and there's this particular guy who is a vegetarian. Thus, he had his soup base as plain water and had a table on his own beside his friends. Like how sad. So apple and i were thinking. Seoul garden is a meaty place. NO ONE comes here just to eat vege. Dont tell me you fry them on the hot plate lah huh. =/ so we watched him throughout and guess what. He freaking fried tofu on the hot plate. And worst still, since he cant cook anything, he went to fry the fried french fries and already baked potatoes. =/ How retarted can. And he requested his hot plate to be changed a few times when it's not even chaota or anything. It was damn irritating. Nevermind. I see weird ppl at seoul garden everyday. At least it makes time pass a little faster.


MY LOVELY HANDSOME LITTLE BOY (:



Signing off with love,
almy 1221am


With love, Amanda


Friday, January 19, 2007

I am starting to hate afternoon shift. Damn that stupid mdm. She freaking scolded me twice today. Sir kelvin and johnson didnt even scold me once. And the worst thing is that i did NOTHING WRONG. BITCH. My whole day was spoilt by her and the "little boss". Pls lah for goodness's sake. Stop acting like you're so big. So what if you worked here for 2 years. You're nothing but still a small fry as compared to ___ who worked here for only 8 mths.
Apple and i were so pissed with him today. When i was clearing the plates, he started bugging me to hurry and i was like, "Your job is the same as mine. Stop talking and help." He asked why i was so angry and i went, "CAUSE YOU ARE IRRITATING."


Nevermind, shall talk about happy stuff. Fishy (val yu) and stephie came to visit me and ate here today! Like how touched lah. Whenever we wanted to talk, that mdm would start staring at me. See, she's being a bitch again. BAH.


With love, Amanda



TIME 1231AM
Met baby in the morning today and had our craving for roti prata settled (: Headed back to my house and he did the jigsaw while i took a nap.

I LOVE work today. Omg the people working today were all so damn fun. And val was with me too. WHOO! One word, FUN. Sir johnson was teaching me how to handle the cashier. And i was made to repeat the whole long speech for 7 times cause each time was all wrong. And he laughed like mad when i pronounced one of the ingredients wrongly. So embarrassing lah.

Work ended damn quickly today. By 2130, everything was almost done already. We were just waiting for 2 tables. Normally, the last table would be at 2230. Anyhow, i just love today. To end this lovely day off, i met my love again after work (:

--

0122am; I'm still stress about haagen daz ):


With love, Amanda


Thursday, January 18, 2007

I am fucking stress right now. After waiting for one whole long month, haagen daz finally called me just and said it's confirmed that i got the job and i can collect my uniform tmr. Like WTFXZXZXZXZ. ARGH. But still, i was said okay to the woman. But what about seoul garden! I was thinking of part timing both but yvonne said it would be damn darn tiring. But how ): If i quit seoul garden, the earliest i can leave is 15feb. Like fuck you lah. Irritating. But i wanna scoop ice cream! Then i can eat eat eat (: ARGHHHH! ZHE ME PAN!

SOLUTIONS PLEASE? ):


With love, Amanda


Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Hongru just came back from KL and got me this pretty shades. I love it so much. (: I screamed like mad when he passed it to me today. Most importantly, it's from him, my brother. LOL. Thank you lah kor. (:

Anyway, this is for you hongru. (: LOL






With love, Amanda



The sweetest things i would love for a guy to give me are,
  1. A pretty necklace
  2. An engraved ring
  3. A huge soft toy
  4. Roses

Thats all. But actually, i would love anything he gives me.



With love, Amanda


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

And so i was at the cashier chatting with apple while packing stuff, immediately when i stood up, the first guy i saw was sebastian, then beside him was derrick ng. He shouted and i ran straight to the back kitchen.

I did my stuff there hoping that he would be gone, but when i came out, i saw him right smack in front of the glass panal of seoul garden. I was like OMGZXZXZX. He stayed outside for like motherfucking long and i didnt even dare to go near to the front. =/ Anyway, he called at night and said he wanted to come seoul garden to work, for personal reasons. So good luck on the interview!


With love, Amanda


Sunday, January 14, 2007

Had a haircut today and i swear the woman was pissing me off. On every inch she cut, she asked my permission. It was irritating as this shows she has idea of the haircut i want, which is bad. I really regret having my hair cut at The hair secrets at east point many months back. Till now, even though my hair has grown, the ugly shape is there. It's seriously pissing me off badly ok. Fuck you china man. Screw my hair up. DONT ever go there to do your hair ok, unless you want it to end screwed.

My mom's bf and i then went grocery shopping. We wanted a unfamilar "shop and save" so as to get another kind of "atmosphere". So we went from geylang, then to heartland mall, then to compass point and back to SIMPANG's shop and save. The place we always shop for groceries at. Like how retarded lah. So i decided to apply what my sir taught me yesterday and i made baked rice pasta for dinner. Nice (:


With love, Amanda



Was late for work today. When i arrived, i found J and aini waiting for me at the door and so, i chatted with them. When i went in, everyone was, "AH LATE LATE LATE." So embarrassing. I hope my sir dont deduct my pay. =/

I was so damn hungry and couldnt even concentrate during work. I even spilled some oil on a customer's bag but luckily he didn't scold me. Time only began to pass faster when i started playing with ken. He's fucking funny.

And so, yoyo and alex made cheese fries for the buffet and i was screaming like mad. But, we werent allowed to eat it, so when sir kalvin went away, they hid some in a container for me to eat after work. I was so damn happy lah. Sir taught me how to make baked rice today. I am gonna make it for baby one day. It's his favourite (:

Fooled around with everyone and whoo, suddenly work was over. Rushed to the food the aunty prepared and it's all my favourite! Chilli prawns and terriyaki chicken! :D Baby came to pick me up and went to buy brownies before going to his house (: Had steamboat over there. My favourite again (:

I got a missed call so i called back. It was from seoul garden and ken was on the line. He called just to ask me whether aaron could have my number. I was like, "You very free ah." Lol.

I ate so much today ): Like really a lot alot. And it's all fattening stuff. ARGHHHH.


With love, Amanda


Saturday, January 13, 2007

NINE MONTHS OF LOVE BABY











I LOVE YOU SO DAMN MUCH.

Though there were times we dont meet eye to eye on certain stuff, but you know i love you most. It has been nine months and the times shared with you were the best moments of my life. Really. I love you.

Met my love and had pizza hut for lunch. Though this anniversary was a very simple one, but, any moment spent with him is blessed and i thank God for it.

Met nisha, kels, zora, charlene, val and gloria at night and headed to temasek club for sherrianne's birthday party. Boy, it was a damn long journey. Sang and everyone was high. And omg, sherri's birthday cake rocks. Like really. It's so nice lah can. Then, the rest went to play pool while kels and i remained in the room to sing. It was the only time both of us dared to sing out loud. Anyhow, it didnt last for long. Joined the rest back at the billard room and slacked there. All of us started bitching abt that girl and yeah, OF COURSE WE WILL SIDE SHERRI. She's so much better. He must be blind for God's sake. BAH. Cab back home and the fare almost reached 30. Like whoah. The most expensive cab we've ever sat.

Anyway, i had much fun and thank you sherri and your family for giving us such a great time. (: Thank you so much babe. Happy early 17th birthday and enjoy your trip in vietnam! Much love (:

To end off this entry, here's a few words for my sweetheart. "BABY I'M YOURS (:" Love.



















With love, Amanda


Thursday, January 11, 2007

Woke up and i felt my skin burning once again. Went to tm with nisha and headed to seoul garden to pass my stuff. Walked around, played arcade and headed to baby's house.

And whoah, i saw this top DO NOT COPY ME. I should just wear it in front of her lah. It's getting on my nerves. When nisha saw, she was like WTF. So irritating.


With love, Amanda


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

SENTOSA TODAY.

















Met all at around eight plus and headed to habour front. In the end, no one won the bet. =/ But i was made to carry weijie's bag for ten mins. Swam in the water with zora first, hongru and jerr then came to join us. Played played played and i was getting itchy from the disgusting water so i got off and accompanied baby. Both of us just slacked under the shelter while we watched the rest play.

Time passed kinda quickly and went back to habour front for food. We splitted into 2 groups, me, baby, weijie, hongru, xianqi and jerrold. While kevin, zora, kels and nisha. Then my group were talking funny stuffs and i was made the da jie so as to decide whether to go vivo city. It was a trap as they knew i didnt want to go and they didnt want to go either. So, my choice is what they wanted. Like wtf right. So in the end, kels nisha and ah ra left while we took a train back.

Went to baby's house and slacked and cabbed home with kevin. All of us are fucking burned and red. I can feel my skin burning. =/





























































































































With love, Amanda



Today, while i was scooping the ice cream, sir johnson suddenly came and blocked my behind and whispered, " Next time you need help just ask me ok! Or any of the guys." I was like "Why?" Then he went, "You behind ah, can see everything." LOL i was fucking embarrassed okay. Like #$!$^$^$@^$@^#% . =/

After work when sir passed me my phone, he said, "This is confirm your phone. So ah lian." When i stepped out of seoul garden, i saw him stooding down like a little boy outside craft looking at all the rings. I then ran to him and said, "Eeyer. Only ah bengs wear this kinda rings." Ohman i love to disturb him (:

SENTOSA TMR! ((: HEADCOUNT. Me, zora, nisha, kelsey. And, Baby, weijie, hongru, kevin and jerrold ((: I am excited ((:

And so weijie and i made a bet. If he's late, he would have to serve me for the whole day. If i'm late, the same goes to me. Of course i'll win thats needless to say ((: LOL.


With love, Amanda


Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Met J and went for work together. We were thinking that monday afternoon would be damn slack because no one in the right mind would go eat seoul garden and in the end, it was fucking full house. There were only 2 people in charge of the floor and i was running around like a mad freak. I was damn darn giddy and i swear i could just faint on the spot. Saw quite a few people today, chatted with adele and rosanne for a while until my manager came. It has been long since i last saw them.

After work, J and i stayed back and ate the food the aunty cooked. It tasted like heaven because i was so fucking hungry. Aini came back to visit us and we planned to all go out on thursday. :] Baby came to pick me up and we went to buy more food back to his house.

Slacked slacked slacked and played with jerrold again until around nine plus, kevin, hongru and weijie came over and damn, it was fun to be in their company. We played cards and gambled over the sillest thing ever. Example 1. If weijie wins, i have to "disappear". Example 2. If kevin wins, park would have to beat hongru. Had much laughter and yada yada. Jerrold pushed his card to me and at least i didnt lose so badly. Hahah. Thanks ah.

Sentosa is postponed to wednesday. Ru and weijie then insisted that i am the organiser (but i'm not?) so i better make it or else i'll get it from them. It was funny. Anyhow, i really want to go. I havent been there for ages. Like really damn long.

Timecheck: 1240am
Aye tired. Night shift tmr ): But, with J (: We made ourself "the sisters in seoul garden". (:

And what's with everyone liking the colour red now.


With love, Amanda


Monday, January 08, 2007

Woke up at 2 plus today and my whole body was so fucking stiff and i hurting all over. But still, i had to work in the evening. Went to meet baby and ate prawn noodles as planned. We plan to try every single prawn noodles sold in spore when he gets his licience (:

Night shift was sucky. It's always. The worst thing is that my side shift today was the most digusting one ever. I had to clear the inside part of the stove and omg. It's fucking gross, oily and rusty. Like yikes. But i didnt have a choice. At that point of time, i wanted to quit so badly. But tony kept telling me to hang on and encouraged me damn a lot. Ken and randy also helped me. They made my job much easier. Muds just rock ok.

Wasn't supposed to work tmr but i had to do an replacement. Nevermind, at least tmr it's afternoon shift :] And J decided to replace Yani to accompany me! Omg i love her lah. She didnt work today but she came back with aaron and sharifah to have dinner and visit us. :]

I feel so stupid. Killing myself working at seoul garden for that damn little and pathetic money but HOW. ): I heard that a lot of ppl are gonna quit, even J too! Nah, i will make her stay. I hope.

Baby came as usual after my work. I love you <3


With love, Amanda


Sunday, January 07, 2007

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Aye my feets are hurting so much and i just cant fall asleep. Hongru wants to go sentosa but i cant? I'm freaking working later and he kept asking me to fang fei ji but obviously i wont. And i am damn stress now. On the 12 January 2007, it's my nine months with baby, seoul garden crew gathering, and sherri's birthday party. Three of them are important to me but i have to make a choice. =/ I hate it.

Full shift today. I have counted, 13 WHOLE HOURS. OH MY GOODNESS IT WAS SO DAMN FREAKING TIRING. Towards the end, i almost died and was starting to hallucinate. I began to see people bbq-ing snails. Like wtf? Made new friends today.I love making friends! And suddenly, there were so many chinese working today. Whooooo.

Everyone said that sir johnson is damn fierce but he is like so not? He even folded a heart and asked jacky to pass to me saying it's from aaron. It was darn funny and he's damn nice lah. Okay maybe sometimes he isn't? I dont know. Val came for the interview at the afternoon and suddenly, mel came later. I got a shock when i saw her standing outside seoul garden. So, sir kalvin bet with me 50cents that val will only last for a week and mel will last for 3 days. I was like ON. I bet with him that they will last 1 whole month but i'm preparing to lose 50cents as this job is really tough. But KE YI DE! He bet that i will quit in a day but see, i work 2 days. Full shift somemore.

The pay there is fucking pathetic and little but i dont wanna leave. The crew there simply rocks and everyone's just like a family. Today when work was ending, J and i went damn high and we laughed like freaks. We have the same shift on tuesday! OMG I CANT WAIT.

Baby came after my work and walked me to the bus stop. My feet was hurting so badly and i couldnt even walk straight. Night shift tmr, that sucks. It's the worst timing ever and everyone will be running around like mad freaks. But i'll survive and i'm beginning to love my job. At least for now.


With love, Amanda


Friday, January 05, 2007

First official day of work at seoul garden. Met baby for macs breakfast and he sent me there. I would say that work was fun. And you can get to see interesting people. Sherri, woody and val came to give me support! They were like the second customers of the day. Thanks sweeties :]

Work ended kinda quickly cause its just 5 hours. I cant imagine tmr. 10am to 10pm and you have to stay until 11pm for housekeeping. Darn. Met him again after work and went to play arcade to perk me up. Walk walk, slack slack and he sent me home. I love you baby [:

You never did thought that you would get a taste of how i felt months back. Wait, or even worse? Like i said before, it's just karma so i got over it quickly last time as i trust that you will get it back someday. Now, i'm satisfied. End of speech. Thank you.


With love, Amanda


Thursday, January 04, 2007

Went to three banks today and in the end, i didnt even make an new account. =/ Met sherri and val for lunch at pasta mania! Whoo i miss them like so FREAKING MUCH. Had a lot of catching up d0ne :] Went to the arcade after food and played daytona and time crisis. My favourite :]

Next stop was baby's house. When i reached, park and jerrold kept hitting my head =/ I hate it when ppl does that. It makes you stupid you know? And when i was sleeping halfway, jerrold suddenly pounced onto me like wtf? So it was park who threw him onto me. Fook you.

Slacked, played with park, ran around the house disturbing everyone till i was panting like mad. So, jerr baby and i went down with the trolley to carry some boxes up. I sat on it and jerr just pushed me out into the rain. I thought he was controlling it but hell no, he just pushed it forward and i was fucking all drenched. Thanks ah. And i thought ru was SO NICE TO BUY ME A PAIR OF HELLO KITTY CHOPSTICKS and guess what. He just kope it from his workplace. Asshole.

And so, parked teached me 2 korean words today, bastard and bitch. I am still learning how to pronounce it. =/


WITH LOVE,



With love, Amanda



Was online chatting with mannnyyyyy in one conversation till 5am plus this morning. Whoah. I didnt know so many people was into this. It was a damn darn intense session.

SO, orientation today at seoul garden ALONE. FUCK MAN. You have no idea how angry am i but what am i to do? Go fuck everyone to vent my anger? Damn it ok. Nevermind. Baby sent me there and it's like a parent sending a child to first day of school? LOL. Everyone there is like malay? There's like only a chinese girl working there. Like whoah. I thought i would die but really, they are all NICE people. Like really damn nice ok.

And lucky i was not the only new comer. There's this malay girl Both of us went through the same thing. Friend backed out. =/ So, when it was time to get down to practical. Hell goodness it was only 2 hours and i was dead tired already. I was made to sweep the floor and my sir kept laughing at me and came over to teach me how to sweep. And soon, everyone started teaching me. LOL. It was fucking funny. And guess what. My supervisor bet that i wont last for a day. I WILL PROVE YOU WRONG! I WILL LAST FOR AT LEAST A MONTH. I guess? AND DAMN. I'm working from 10am to 10pm this sat. A whole fucking 12 hours of work and you cant sit at all. That's the rule. How am i going to live through that day. But aye, for money.

Ended work at 11 and went to his house. I needed to open a bank account on my own but baby's mom said at least a thousand bucks is needed. THIS I DONT KNOW OKAY ALEX! LOL. So if this is TRUE, Park, being a fucking rich korean offered to put one thousand dollars in my bank account. Like WTF? But obviously must return one. But still, he's like so nice and not afraid that i might run away with his money or something. Obviously i wont, but still! Thank parkie! Hahah.

Hongru gave me this hello kitty chopsticks out of the blue. I got quite a shock. My boyfriend does not give me little gifts like such. Cabbed back home with kevin and weijie and reached home at around 12 plus. No work tmr :] happy happy.


AND HEY. I THOUGHT I GOT OVER BY HOW YOU TREATED ME BUT HELL NO. THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT, THE MORE I GET MAD. WHO ARE YOU TO CRITICISE ME AND BRAINWASH ALL MY FRIENDS. FUCK YOU. THE WHOLE WORLD HAS SEEN YOUR TRUE COLOURS NOW. AND WE HATE YOU. WE HATE YOU.


With love, Amanda


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Went to baby's house. Slacked and disturbed jerrold. I love to disturb him and whoo, someone's attached now eh. Lol. Headed to tm and bumped into fangyu, weijie and xianqi. Yeah. I am tired. Work tmr. =/ Great.


With love, Amanda



Hello desperate bitch. You have no idea how a desperado you're making yourself to be. It simply just sickens me to see you throwing your pride aside and pounce on to him like a wild beast. Yikes. Get lost.

Just chatted with alexcia and i love her lah. She's fucking funnneyyy. ALL THE WAY DARLING! Love.


With love, Amanda


Monday, January 01, 2007

Finally finally we found a job. Guess where? THE MOST PATHETIC PLACE ON EARTH. Presentinggggggg. SEOUL GARDEN. Freak lah. I remember when nisha and i went in for the interview, we kinda regretted and said what if they say we get in on the spot. We will probably just faint and YES, THEY SAID WE GOT IN IMMEDIATELY. AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I DONT WANT! WE DONT WANT! ):

By right i got in haagen daz already, but they said start work at the second week of january. But i scared they will dua me like what they did to cindy. So i have no choice but to work at seoul garden. Oh gosh. I am so gonna die. LIKE REALLY DIE. NISHA HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW! ):


With love, Amanda



The sad arrival of 2007
I am not happy at all. Seeing how couples hugged each other as they awaited to the new year only made me more miserable. I just wished he was there beside me but sadly, i was at marina square and he was at marina bay. Everyone was so happy and i was the only who felt like crying. How pathetic.


Here's some shots of the fireworks.













































With love, Amanda