Wednesday, November 29, 2006
BABY must behave okay. Must sleep early. Dont face the com 24/7 and dont sleep. I know it's shunlai's birthday on friday and you will surely go out but dont hang around too late alright. Singapore got a lot of BADDIES. Must becareful. Eat at correct timings. Dont always starve yourself. Remember not to get into any fights. If you do, you will fight with me when i'm back and obviously i will win :D Most importantly, dont play play ah. I have assigned tan hongru to watch over you. If you dare to do anything, i will know straight away when i am back!
Aye i'll miss you baby. Though it's just 4days, it would seem like so long. I love you dear. Always bear that in mind. :]
EDITED 2202PM
Today is the day before i leave for bangkok. Met baby at around three thirty and we headed to my mom's office to collect something. Then Clarke Quay to collect my air tickets and finally, we headed to town. Baby and i just simply walked around and around. Headed to cini and baby FORCED me to play pool with him. I so sucked at it but he teached me patiently :] And i am HAPPY HAPPY. Baby and weijie are gonna go work with me! :D I AM HAPPY HAPPY :D
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
I WON THE BATTLE! I dont need to go to my mom's office today :D As usual in the morning, she woke me up. I gave her the most irritated look ever and kept grumbling about going to meet sherrianne. So i was waiting in my room and as long as she dont open my door. I win. So she didnt. Gonna meet miss ng later and yada yada :]
BABY ILOVEYOU.
1955PM
After passing cino to sherri, i waited for tan hongru for an hour. When he came, he still asked to thank him for rushing down to accompany me. Like wow. We went to the arcade and i wanted to play time crisis. So hongru treated me to it and paid for the tokens. When we went to the station, it was fucking spoilt. Damn. In the end we headed to baby's house. I went into his room and started scolding all the vulgarities without realising that his father was on the bed. Omg i was fucking embarrassed. =/
So today, kevin and i made up through hongru. We didnt talk to each other for like how many zillion years. So yeah. Went for dinner with baby and jerrold, walked around and he sent me home :] The plan tmr is to go swimming with baby. But we shall see. We shall see if he wakes up.
Sunday, November 26, 2006
My dearest baby boy, please wake up. It's already 1655pm. *shakes head. ILOVEYOU.
So so so, my mom forced me up at 1130am. Like who the hell wakes up so early on a sunday. Damn. Went to tm to get a coat for my uncle. It cost like 199 bucks for one ugly coat =/ Okay. So my mom decided to be nice today and bought me the jacket i always wanted. It's so pretty. I like it :] I got a bigger size so baby can wear it too. Happy happy. Gonna go down to the airport for dinner and then send uncle off. YADA YADA.
Tmr sucks. I have to go down to my mom's office to teach joann all the stuff. Boring stuffs. But nevermind, i'm gonna make my mom pay me for going down. She ought to after not giving me allowance for one whole week. I seriously dont know how i survived. I bet she's gonna force me to go down on tuesday, and then wednesday. But no. I am gonna fight my way through. Going bangkok on thursday and i cannot afford to not spend time with my love. So yeah. Have been into reading books and i am kinda enjoying it. My favourite author, Sidney Sheldon. LOVES.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Today is a dull and boring day. Went to baby's house and watched DOA. Freaking nice. OMG i think i wanna learn KUNGFU already lah. Crap. Now i dont even know if i have a job. And to think i was looking forward to start work on monday. Bullshit.Dont piss me off already. I am pissed enough. BYE.
Friday, November 24, 2006
EDITED Time: 1252am
I dont want to wait anymore! I want you home right right now. I want to talk to you. I want to hear your voice. I miss you. =/ Okay. I MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH.
Met baby and headed to marina square for lunch. A while later, mel came and we went to meet jerrold. Jerrold is like fucking nice. I saw this pretty top and he bought it for me :D We then headed to bugis and my godsister was there as well. She brought me to this shop and bought me another top. :D ohman. I am damn HAPPY. How nice can she be lah. Hahah. THANKYOU AH JIE. I know you're seeing this. Hahah. Walked walked walked and baby bought a shirt while i bought a waist belt. Headed to the billard room and they played while we chatted. I love to see baby playing billard. I just love that look. :] ILOVEYOU!
PRESENTING MY LOVE! :D
I hate it a lot when people take something of others and make it their own. Or in other words, they are just simply losers. OH YES, I am hitting on you. Now, dont do something behind my back thinking that i dont know what's going on. Well, sadly, i do know. And, do not think that you are the attention among all. Because you're not. It was just a friendly gesture that they offered to help. Kinda disappointed huh. Too bad.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
I cried so badly till my eyes were swollened in baby's arms today. The fear i was having was much too scary to describe. But somehow, i knew that just lying in his arms would allow me to defeat every single thing on this earth. Really, dearest, just your touch alone is enough. I need nothing else, but just your love. Somehow in a way, the more i love you, the more i am afraid.
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Was supposed to meet baby and weijie. But weijie changed his mind last minute and stayed home to play maple. Like wth. Who plays maple in this century. =/ I dont like that game. Anyway, after food, baby and i went to walk around. I was supposed to save money as i am not gonna get anymore allowance. But when i saw this top at pepperplus, it was just so pretty that i had to buy it. So, yeah. I bought it.I
It was only 7 and i didnt want to go home so early so we hanged around at the void deck. We were getting really bored so baby decided that we race. It was so damn funny. Okay rather dumb but fun. So, gonna start on monday. Kinda excited though. At least jerrold is the supervisor there and he agreed to look after mel and i. So yeah. Cool.
And, this WEIRD guy added me on friendster as TOPMAN. Worst still, he gave me a testimonial with a cube thingy rotating with pictures of himself. LIKE WTF. Obviously i deleted it. It would only destroy my webpage. =/
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Went to vivo city today. Mel and i waited for baby and shunlai for like more than 45 mins. WTH. Was damn fucking pissed and i swear i could just blow at that point of time. But nevermind, cause i made them pay back in the end. *smirks :D
After reaching there, i went straight to ZARA for job application. But wtf, the lady was so rude. So nevermind, i called zora and she told me to call some lady. Gotta remember to call tmr.
So we walked walked walked and went to forever21. The people there were so much more friendly. I just hope i can get a job there now. So, hongru came a while later and mel left. It's a pity though. Omg. I was damn high laughing with hongru. We seriously almost went mad. But, we had a really good talk regarding myself. He told me a lot and how to change for the better. Really, thankyou for those advice.
So, i made them pay back for being late by waiting for me to try clothes for more than an hour in topshop. It was so damn funny to see three guys stoning at one corner waiting for me. Well, that's their punishment, though hongru was not involved. =/ Finally, i bought a top from topshop and left the place happily. :D
Went to the rooftop and they played cards while i took pictures of the view. It was so magnificent and beautiful. Really, it's a nice place to go when you're feeling down. After not long, it rained. =/ like wtf. So we went to the arcade instead and stayed there for another 2 hours or so. I was just practically stoning. It was getting late so we decided to leave. My feet was hurting so much and i wanted to go home so badly. But ru kept pressing me to watch movie. So we went to tamp and slacked there. I really couldnt take the pain, so i decided. Aye just go home lah. So yeah. My feet is still hurting a lot now. Fucking heels.
And baby, i will reflect. and i hope you do too. I love you.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Those cramps are killing me. It's so fucking painful. OMG I'M DYING. PAINFUL PAINFUL PAINFUL! ]: I can just cry now.
Aye. My mom is forcing me to go bangkok with her on the 29th November but i dont want! What if job interview succeeds and i am away. Then what am i gonna do! Oh fuck. And if i go to bangkok, i wont see Baby. I dont want. ]:
VERY PAINFUL ]:
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Alright, just came home from bugis. After i met baby, we headed down to topshop for my interview. I was so nervous i dared not even stepped in to ask the staff. But with baby's persuasion, i did. After that, we went to bugis street to walk around, i felt so awkward with the skirt i'm wearing so i decided to get another one. I finally saw this skirt to my liking and bought it :] Baby and i were bargaining with the uncle and he decided to give us a $6 discount. I love shopping with BABY! It's fun to bargain :D
So, baby and i went to meet irene and alan and headed down to simpang to meet my mom for dinner. We did grocery shopping after food and my nephew kept putting all the different kinds of condom into my basket. It was so embarrassing when the lady at the cashier took out everything and looked at baby and i. I got quite a shock =/
Okay, i'm tired already. I am awaiting to my second interview at topshop! AYE.
Damn pissed lah. He told me to wake him up, but i refused. I wanted to see if he's sincere. But, i decided to just in case he is late. When i called, he told me he's up already. So yeah, that's cool. I went on to prepare. When i was just abt to leave the house, i called him again. Guess what. He's still sleeping. Like WTF. So i was complaining and complaining to zora. And realised i'm not the only one. Damn. Guys need to fucking get alive and where have all the old times gone to when guys are the one waiting, and not girls? *giving the wtf look
Forget it. Now, i am just WAITING for MY SLOW BOY to get ready and OFF I GO.
Friday, November 17, 2006
Thank for being such a sweetie kelsey when i was really down just now :] really, thankyou.
TIME: 1226AM
JUST ONE MORE MAJOR PAPER LATER. HISTORY. AHHHHHHHH. TO ME, I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT MCQ. I JUST WANT HISTORY TO BE OVER!
LOOK AT IT! JUST LOOK AT IT. O M G. IT'S GONNA BE ALL OVER ON MONDAY. I'VE SO MUCH PLANS IN MIND.
MOST IMPORTANT:
- Spent more more MORE time with baby!
- Cliquecino outing
- 21th with nisha to do our hair
- 22nd with kels, nisha, baby and hongru at KBOX ! :D
- 23th to find a job with my mel
- 24th celebrate mel's birthday!
- Plans and preparations for our christmas party 2006!
MORE MORE MORE! :D
Thursday, November 16, 2006
Fuck you lah. Fancy getting into a fight. I HATE PEOPLE WHO FIGHT. Typical ahbengs. No taiji want go find. Nothing better to do isit? So what if they are in a wrong. All of you are in a wrong as well. VIOLENCE NEVER SOLVE ANYTHING. Fucker. So you want to fight so much right, then make sure you dont lose. If not, then DONT FIGHT.
TIME CHECK: 0332AM
Okay, i got to chill. Nevermind. So kelsey and nisha came after their geog paper. While nisha went to the gym, kels and i were planning for our christmas party. The same one we had last year. We planned to invite the same group and more more more. :D Provided if they can turn up and not backed out like how some did last year after we bought all the food. I'm excited! kels and i just chatted and we were stressing over history. We chose which chapters to study all over again and almost went mad. Aye, my shoulder hurts. Gotta go rest first.
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Just finished picking topics for history. I hope what i picked comes out like how it did for social studies. It better man. I picked 5 chapters but i'm gonna risk to study 2 or 3 only. You can call this LAZY. So, i feel sick now. Sniffing here and there. AHHH. Had macs delivery for lunch :D and that's probably causing the sore throat i'm having now. =/
And i'm pissed with ***. Everyday *** would ransack my wardrobe. And from head to toe, it would be my tops, bottoms, shades, accessories and even, the bag baby gave me. Once or twice with my stuff is alright, but NOT everytime. Everytime i see it, i would just roll my eyes and walk away. Forget it. I dont feel like studying for history at all. All i did was pick topics but i havent started! Darn.
Anyway, i had this weird dream last night. Okay, i have weird dreams everynight. I dreamt that my cage was flooded with hamsters suddenly. It was scary as i was trying so hard to catch them. Second, I dreamt that a robbery happened in my house. And strangely, on the same day, my house unit number came out for lottery. =/ Third, i had 2 dreams about cliquecino. 2 very weird dreams. Fourth...., fifth..... Okay, too much.
*Taps shoulders. LOOK BEHIND!
Okay not funny. BYE.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
TIME: 2314
Just came back from jogging with nisha. we jogged from my house all the way to TP than bedok reservoir. OMG i am damn tired now. Took a lot of pictures and i was freaking out. It is so dark under those tunnels and roads.
I called nisha just and thought it was wednesday. When she answered, i was like. "DONT YOU HAVE GEOG TODAY?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING AT HOME!" She freaking freaked out and was screaming in the phone. LOL. And i kept insisting it's wednesday today. It was damn darn funny. So i checked my phone and it's TUESDAY. =/ LIKE WTF. And nisha went screaming again. LOL. both of us laughed on the phone like freaks. Okay what an afternoon.
And, i'm damn bored. Nisha's only coming at night. I have the whole afternoon free =/ i hate being free. DAMN. My handphone bill is overdue. The red letter just came and i bet my line will be cut off soon. I need to work asap to clear it lah. fuck.
So there, my tagboard is back. Everytime i put, no one tags. And when i dont, they ask. So lets see.
Monday, November 13, 2006
I feel so lousy. Everything went well for twelfth night except part Bi. I just didnt know how to answer what is effective at that point of time. Damn. I feel like crap now. Literature is like my hope and i screwed it up? So, i was flagging for a cab after the paper and i just flared up while talking to him on the phone and went straight home instead. Aye, shall meet baby later when i am feeling better. Sorry love.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
Watched STEPUP yesterday with my bastard. I expected a lot from it but it was just so-so. It's just like every typical dance show. That's just my own opinion. Ain't feeling too good now cause i just had a nightmare. The same one. Always spoiling my whole day.
Seven months of love baby :]
Friday, November 10, 2006
EDITED 1202am
I dont feel like studying at all. I need to sneak out now. The house is freaking boring. Waiting for his call and i'll just probably meet him at simpang or something. =/
So, mel came at around ten in the morning to supposedly, study. but obviously we didnt. i was panicking so much before the paper. and when it came, i kept telling myself i could do it. yet, when i reached question 3, i blanked out totally. it was so easy and i couldnt even do it. nevermind. at least the rest of the questions were alright.
So i remember telling them to wait for me but they didnt. So fine. mel and i went to get some food and slacked for a while before going off.
Nisha is coming over later and it's time for twelfth night. BYE!
Thursday, November 09, 2006
My headache is killing me. No matter how much sleep i get, it's still there. And i have no more panadols already. I need them fucking badly. FUCK FUCK FUCK I NEED THOSE FUCKING PANADOLS RIGHT NOW.
And i've tuition later on. How the hell am i gonna stay alive through out. But i have no choice. Mathes is tomorrow and i can honestly say i am not prepared at all. I tried doing sums just now but i couldnt do even one. It is that bad. Fucking shit.
This is how i'm feeling right now .
- fucking pissed
- fucking sick
- fucking depressed
- fucking tired
- fucking irritated
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Just a few more weeks amanda. just a few more. The thought of O's being over makes me fucking ecstatic. After chemistry paper today, triana and i stayed back to study. While we went to the toilet, some tennis people were playing with water and they spilled it over my stuff unknowingly. Gloria went to tell them off and to my disgrace, she made them apologise. All of them came and stood in a straight row, one stood out and apologised for all. it was fucking embarrassing and i didnt even look at them. all i did was nod and walked off. =/ just imagine the scene. =/
So, i've been consuming a whole lot of panadols recently. It is just so adictive that if i dont take it, i get a major headache. I am so fucking reliant on it now. Fuck.
Those thoughts are supposed to be gone. Not back again. I repeat, again. I cant tell anyone, no one. I'm losing my mind.
Monday, November 06, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
I erased everything in my mathes fys and re-did 2001 to 2005 paper 1. OMG i almost died. i was like rushing through everything, hoping to complete each paper in one hour which is quite impossible. =/ nevermind, i just finished them and decided to reward myself by coming online. To my disgrace, i realised i am lagging so far behind. i only studied 2 chapters for ss and when i asked karen online, she told me she studied the WHOLE of sec 3 and some from sec4. OMG.
okay so, this afternoon, met rosanne at ws and headed to macs to study. She teached me all the methods to doing SBQ and i learnt something today. left at around six and baby called and offered to send me home so, why not.
TIME CHECK - 0232am. okay, i should go do MORE topics for ss now =/ the thought of it just sickens me.
Friday, November 03, 2006
I dont understand that family. A parent fancy asking her son to go club with his brother when his O's are just a few days away. WTF. I would just ask my mom to go and die if she asked me to do that. okay tone down amanda.
and just fucking screw everything. my lit, relationship and everything. screw them all.