Monday, October 30, 2006
Just the mention of your name boils me. I will not forget how you gave us that haughty look months back at Long Johns. You not only pissed me off, but pissed * off. We just wished we could kill you by the look at that point of time. Do not think you're oh so BIG and GREAT. Listen, you're younger and BE YOUR AGE. OMG. I just feel like slapping you. I can imagine how great it feels to have my hand hard on your face. Damn. Bitch.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
The steak that baby sort of "cooked" turned out NICE. Thankyou for everything, the cooking, the cake, the gift and most importantly, for being in my life. Thankyou sweetheart :]
So, it was an enjoyable day i must say. :]
TODAY. went out in the morning to meet baby. had lunch at tm and was supposed to study after that. but guess what, we watched a movie instead. =/ SILK. It's quite touching. headed down to whitesands after that. elizabeth came down and passed me something. If you're seeing this, but i know you wont be. i just want to say, thankyou. the plan was to sent me home and then head home, but my mom called me and so, three of us went for dinner together.
i thought baby would have to go home after that but nope, my mom asked him up to my house. whoo. this means we can spend more time together :] nisha came by as well and three of us studied in the living room. so, he stayed till 12am and left. okay, that's all.
And blogger just screw everything. It just doesnt let me finish uploading my pictures. DAMN.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Nisha and Kelsey did the sweetest thing ever. At midnight, they surprised me with a birthday cake. nisha suddenly screamed BLACKOUT and i ran out of the room. and both of them were singing the birthday song. I'll never ever forget that scene. Seriously, i was almost brought to tears. I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH AND THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. :]
So we took a lot of pictures. :D Like a lot. will post them asap. nisha went home at around one am plus, so kels and i just slacked until we fell asleep. I forgot to mentioned, remember yesterday it was raining heavily? Kels and i went out to my balcony and played in the rain. it was DAMN fun and we rolled around on the floor, until i got kind of freaked out by the thunder and lightninh. it was damn risky but FUN. :]
And so some would think the first person to call and wish me would be you know who. But, it wasnt. Instead, it was hongru. He called at 2358 and chatted till exactly 12am then came the surprise by nisha and kels. Anyhow, he was like really sweet and thankyou.
School was alright today. took pictures again. :] anyway, went to meet CLIQUECINO and they treated me at HAN'S buffet thingy. we ate freaking a lot and whoo. FUN! :D I love them like whoooooooooa LOT AS WELL! THANKYOU MESTE, SHERRI, BOOBY AND TRIANA!
Love you all so so much. :] really, my birthday would be nothing without all of them.
AND AND AND! WE BOUGHT A HAMSTER AND NAMED IT CINO! FREAKING CUTE! IT'S PART OF OUR ROYAL FAMILY NOW. :D loves.
At baby's house now and he's gonna cook steak for me later. i hope it turns out good. :]
A BIG HUG FOR THESE PEOPLE :]
BABY :], meste, sherri, woody, triana, kelsey, nisha, cherylanne, alexcia, jiewei, hongru, adele, cindy, zora, melle, joann,sarah ng, yvonne, andrea, timothy, nic, weijie and everyone. :D
it's really good to know that someone out there remembers your birthday. :]
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
EDITED
It's sweet to know that your friends care for you. Kelsey and nisha are gonna stay over tonight and countdown to my sweet sixteen. :] after that, we're gonna study. omg. what an irony. But arent they sweet. :]
Time to blog. Lazy to type. So let the pictures do the talking.
SO, went to tamp with kels, gloria and regina. after settling the hp stuff. we went to buy our KFC and OMG, we bought like freaking a lot for just both of us. kels and i. okay, so on the way, we saw like freaking a lot of ppl queuing up.was curious so went to check it out. GUESS WHAT. THEY ARE QUEUING UP FOR FREE BOTTLES OF FRUIT JUICE. LIKE WTF. Typical singaporeans. So KIASU can. And the picture only shows 1/8 of the queue. Its much more longer than you think. =/ so embarrassing. so kels and i went to meet sherri and her sister and went back to my house. :]
OUR SET MEAL FOR 2. :D
I got a call from Meste just now and was damn freaking touched. :] gonna meet them for lunch tmr and then meet baby. :]
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
After we had our lit tutorials yesterday, i made nisha to go home with me first to wash a top. LOL. Kels and minyi wanted to come along so we all went, in hope that pilo wouldnt discover us missing. =/
So after school, met up with melissa and went to tamp for lunch. Had no where to go after that so i suggested to go to Baby's house to study. A while later, hongru came and as usual, argued with him over the smallest thing again. Took pictures with baby's ganmei and gosh, she's so adorable!
Went to have dinner with my family yesterday to celebrate my early birhtday. Was quite disappointed as not all could turn up. They had to work. ): but at least every single of my cousins came. :] after dinner, went back to my house and everyone slacked while watching LITTLE MAN. was supposed to play mahjong but didnt. Baby came to my house as well, had my birthday cake and took a lot of pictures. A pity they arent all uploaded yet. I have never felt so so loved for so long. I didnt even had a cake nor a celebration last year. Oh well.
Some pictures only.
gloria and i with the same watch. :]
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Slept at 0430am this morning and had to wake up and ten. Headed down to my old tuition centre, Cleverland to settle some admin stuff. Hell goodness. when i arrived, the lady was so RUDE to me. She refused to return my $60 refund. This would mean that i need to fork out the money myself. WTH. So the man came and he was like so damn nice. He said he would talk to the management and help get my money back. Though i know it would be impossible, i still thanked him. 2 hours later, he called and it was a good news. Ohman. He's damn nice lah. And to think i shouted at him before. Aye. Guilty.
I stayed at baby's house for the whole afternoon. Watched many movies through PPlive. Fangyu came and he was like, "Wtf. Go study lah both of you!" Aye. I need to discipline myself seriously. One more week amanda. Just one more week. =/
So i was intending to go home and study but hell no, my mom called and asked me to meet her. My godmother and godsister was there as well. So we went to CS jack's place for dinner. And again, another thing which made me feel darn guilty. When we were going home, my godmother passed me my birthday present. It's the adidas watch which i randomly mentioned to her weeks ago. And she knew i liked it and bought it for me. To think that i was so rude to her the other day. I just realised that i am such a bitch. I need to change seriously.
Went to angie's choice before going home. my mom saw this really cute cake and she ordered it for me. That's so sweet of her.
I'm tired. There's still school tmr. And when everyone can go home, the 13 of us still have to stay. D A M N.
PICTURES.
the plant baby gave me bloomed. 21 october :]
Saturday, October 21, 2006
FUCKING BITCH. STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE. ENOUGH ALREADY. STOP ALL YOUR PITIFUL ACTS. I HAVE BEEN TOLERATING WITH YOU FOR A VERY LONG TIME. WHAT GENERATION IS THIS. WRITING LOVE LETTERS? OH COME ON. PLEASE GET A LIFE FOR GOD'S SAKE.
WTF IS THIS. YOU THINK YOU ARE STILL LIVING N THE 60'S? I CANNOT STAND HOW YOU ACT SO VULNERABLE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, LIKE YOU ARE THE ONE SUFFERING IN PAIN. OH NO. YOU ARENT GOING TO DIE AREN'T YOU? WHAT SICKNESS WOULD YOU DIE OF? Let me think.. LOVE SICK? OH GOSH. THAT WOULD BE A JOKE OF THE DAY.
I surely hope you see this, it is specially dedicated to you with love from me.
Happy 18th birhday to tanhongru and happy birthday joel.
Friday, October 20, 2006
Our small group class of 13 starts from today. Met nisha up in the morning first. After that, slowly one by one, all came. The eight of us, me, zora, kels, minyi, gloria, lynette, charlene, nisha sat outside the staffroom and did some self study. Mr lian came and taught us the moles concept. After he went, we left for our break and everyone was feeling so restless and lazy to study. So we played BINGO and took plenty of pictures :] So we slacked and we slacked and we slacked.
Now, zora and kels are at my house watching dvds while waiting for our macs to arrive. Gonna do some studying later.
Fifty days. Neither long nor short. DAMN. I hate emotions.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
YESTERDAY
I thought yesterday was my last day of schoool but HELL no. WTF. 13 girls have to return and i am one of them. Hell. Fucking principal. Went home to bathe after school and headed down to tm to meet zora. We couldnt find a proper place to study so we went white sands instead. Did some studying. And it was good to study with her because we study, not play a fool or whatsoever. Baby was there at white sands too so he sent me home after zora went to meet her boyfriend.
TODAY
Had our O level practical today. I dont exactly know if i did fine. Just hope that all goes well. Aye. Me and my clique were planning to go to my house after practical, but when we were downstairs, i saw that my balcony door was open. That means someone's home. =/ Hell. So we changed our destination to Sherri's house instead. Watch Bring it on 3 like again. I kind of like watched it 5 times already. But i love it still. :]
Headed down to tm after that and met Baby for a while. We chatted and i didnt want him to send me home cause it would be troublesome so i called nisha. Since she was at tm also, we went home together. It was a fun journey. :] LOL.
I forced her to come down to my house later to study. We're gonna do lit and i hope we so study. Gonna stuff her mouth with tissues so she cant talk. :D
Time check: 1901pm She should be on her way now. Bye.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Had geog tutorials early this morning. Again, met val and zonia outside the staffroom. They looked like they just camped there since yesterday. LOL. Everything was exactly how it looked like yesterday.
So after tutorials, i was supposed to meet him. But it was like so early, so i met wifey instead. We headed down to whitesands, my favourite place, to study. I felt like a failure. I couldnt do SO many mathes questions and cindy was teaching me practically every single one of them. Was damn disappointed with myself. And, she's really smart.
After around 3 hours, i went to his house. Was so tired. Laid on his bed and fell asleep without even realising. Went straight home after that. And here i am blogging and watching MTV. WTF. I MUST STUDY. =/ later.
Last day of school tmrrrrrr. Finally i am out of SAC. Thank God.
Monday, October 16, 2006
I recieved my HELLOPANDA from santa panda aka ZORA! this morning. LOL. Thanks girl :]
Skipped tutorial today. after school, mel came to my house. We watched Bring it on, All or nothing before heading back school. Met valerie and zonia outside the stuffroom. We got Mr Lian to teach us all the random subjects, like geography, physics, mathes and blah. It was hilarious to see him racking up his brain. He has pretty nice perfume though.
Went back to the canteen and continued studying. Was bored so i decided to play a prank on baby. I use another phone and msged him in some ahlian's lingo.
Here it goes:
hiee. ii am a junior frm your sch worx. hab been admiring euu for a
very long tym sia. noww tat euu r graduatin, i mux take dis chance to noe euu worx.
Okay. so this went on for a while and i was getting bored. So i just simply stopped. rather stupid. =/ whatever. This is what i do when i get really really bored. I've so much to blog about but i've forgotten them all. Gonna go send santa panda songs now. And damn. I got to go back school tmr morning. =/
Sunday, October 15, 2006
After my family dinner last night, we went to watch ROB-B-HOOD.
Baby came along as well. The show was damn nice. OMG. i enjoyed
it so much. :]
woke up early this morning and went to baby's house. slacked there
till evening and went home. We promised each other to study but we
didnt again. Damn. I really need to buck up. School tmr. SIGH.
ohwells, staying back with mel for night class tmr. Hope i really do
use the time to study.
I'VE LINKED YOU ZORA! HELLOOOO PANDAAA. :D
Friday, October 13, 2006
Met sherri, woody and val for breakfast this morning. now sherri
takes over the place of the LATE QUEEN. I am finally cleared of
that name. :] We saw a mad woman at macs whom all of us really sympathize
with a lot. Val and i wanted to offer her one of the burgers, but we were afraid
that she might get angry. so we didnt in the end. aye.
Sometimes we should really be happy with what we have and others dont.
went to meet him after that. i bought earings again. :] I SIMPLY LOVE BUYING
EAR RINGS. It makes me happy. :] aye. so that's my day. I havent even touched
my books yet. gotta go study when i get home. ]:
Thursday, October 12, 2006
I was like are you implying it on ME. cleared things up and it wasnt. so yeah.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I am feeling kinda weird today. Didnt have to mood to play during PE today.
was feeling frustrated over i dont even know what. Even zora also realised i was
so moody today. aye. Thanks for asking girl. :]
It was only during mathes when i was super duper high. Had a lot of fun messing
around with delanie and nisha. We were all practically mad. and woody was there
so focus with her work. LOL.
aye. I am fucking stress over the exams. I have so many subjects which i havent
even touched on. DAMN. I feel like fuck. perhaps that's the reason why i'm feeling
down recently. =/
AND, I JUST READ YOUR BLOG SHERRIANNE NG QINYIN. OMG.
DAMN FUNNY. AND I DID SOMETHING STUPID. =/ TELL YOU TMR.
Monday, October 09, 2006
We have been arguing since many days back. non stop. and so on sunday,
we didnt all. I thought it was good start and I told myself to watch my
attitude from that day onwards. But today, 9 October. You had to do something
which made me blow off my top. Why? Why do you always have to make me so
upset.
I didnt want to go home and so, i called melissa. She was feeling upset as well so
we met up and went to white sands. Both of us were telling each other our problems
and it felt great to have someone there for you. He came down to find me later on and
i was hoping things would turn out better but no. We quarrelled again. I blurted out
what i shouldnt say. But i know i didnt mean it. Just out of a sudden, everything was
alright again. Like WTF. Upon looking at how tired you were, i decided that we go
home early. You made a promise that you would keep all your promises made to me.
But did you? No. You went drinking. Once again, you broke my trust. You constantly
tell me to trust you, believe you, have faith in you. But are you doing what you should
to make me believe you? Ask yourself.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
I am losing my mind.
I got to be crazy. what's with me. My attitude simply sucks. I am giving
attitude to my friends, my boy and even my family. amanda, WAKEUP.
my boy
I'm really sorry for you having to tolerate with me for the past few days,
actually months. I apologise alright. but why did you have to do something
which made me lose my trust. You yourself know what you did. and i'm not going
to say anything anymore. because it's useless. no matter what, i still love you.
nisha
Sorry for that day. I realised i was really harsh. though it was a small thing. but i still
feel guilty. thankyou for still making me laugh all the time. ((:
Friday, October 06, 2006
Lessons were alright today. I am SO angry with j.c. I did the whole freaking
SBQ of temasek secondary and she told me she lost it. WTF. I am so fucking pissed okay.
I spent like the whole night doing it and she is telling me that it's gone. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
I am not going to do extra work on my own already. It just pisses me off to know how irresponsible a teacher can get.
gonna have family dinner later on. and he's joining us. I am rather scared. =/
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
I am tired of this. I have said it again and again and you still do it repeatedly.
How many times must i tell you that it's our O's year. Yes i know i'm not faring
well and dont deserve to comment on anything. But please, i am not kidding.
From now onwards, i am not going to care. Why? Because it's a waste of my saliva,
messages and phone calls. You dont appreciate it at all dont you. So get this straight.
It's your own life and i am not going to interfere with it. I dont want to be accused
by your whoever whoever that i'm overtaking your life. That's all. BYE.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
I STILL CANNOT GET OVER THE FACT WITH MY HAIR GONE.
DAMN. I remembered yesterday after the haircut, i went straight to
the ladies to cry. how dumb but whatever. he screwed up my hair. i cant
even let it down now. and there's valerie laughing at me.
nevermind. gonna go back to school now for night class with kelsey, valerie,
triana and nisha.