Saturday, February 03, 2007
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Was supposed to go out with my mom for new year goods. But as i was preparing, recieved a call from Seoul Garden. Gave me a shock. I thought they called to check on me =/ Hason talked to me first, then sj took over. =/ Asked whether i was fine and everything. Then i had to fake sick. Since i wasnt working, they asked me out for a movie. So i agreed. But i was trying to look as weak as possible. When i arrived, i was the only girl there. I thought J would be there but no. Didnt need to pay for anything. They paid for my ticket and sj treated me to drinks. How nice. The movie sucks. Its called Pans Labyrinth. Waste my time only. At least i watched it for free. Sj wanted me to cab home and he would pay for it but i got my mom to fetch me. So he accompanied me to wait.
Baby's at DXO and he's not bothering about me. Bastard.
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EDITED 0519PM-
I couldnt find my phone. So i used the house phone to call. Okay, so i found it. A while later, i decided to call him, thinking that the redial button would be his number. So i kept pressing redial. And my hp kept ringing. So i answered but no one responsed. Nevermind. So i tried to call him again with the redial button. And again my phone rang. So i answered. But fuck. No one was there. I was damn darn pissed and was wondering who's playing a prank. So nevermind, i tried calling him again, and again and again my phone kept ringing and i kept answering scolding no one. I looked over the house phone and it was my handphone number instead of him. Now agree with me that i'm not in the right mind?
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Work today but i took leave. I just dont feel like going i dont know why. There's just this very uneasy feeling within me and i feel like crying it out. It's a weird feeling i use to experience before. Why is it back again. I really hate myself for being so naive.
9 Feb is coming and i've getting more frightened each day. So we're gonna have a stayover at my house on 8 Feb and ton till the next morning. Kels and i suggest we sit in a circle with candles and pray. Charlene said we could sing hymns all through the night. Val said she wants to sleep because it would probably be her last night of sleep. (makes sense)
I really hate singapore for being such a constipated society. What are we studying for? For one freaking GCE O'level cert? And now they say it's no longer in use. You need diplomas, diplomas and more diplomas. O'level is just a piece of waste paper when you come out to work. Why cant i just have a pretty face. Then i can be some star or model. And just earn money off my looks. Yarh right. Wishful thinking.
I've been on the negative side lately. Where's Amanda?
SOMETHING TO GET OFF MY NEGATIVE MOOD.
