Had many plans today. But in the end, i woke up feeling pain all over me and was fucking sick. Didnt have the mood to do anything. I had nothing to eat at home, so planned to meet him for just lunch. But he insisted that i stay home and rest. Like hello? I wont get better staying home. It has been 8 months and he still dont understand that his presence would make a difference. It was really depressing and besides, i really hate being alone. Why cant he just understand how much he meant to me. Nevermind i am just too.. forget it.
♥ With love, Amanda