Sunday, April 22, 2007
Life is not going well. Not only school but some other matters. I think i shall shut down this blog soon.
I FEEL LIKE CRAP OKAY. I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I CANNOT I CANNOT I CANNOT. I SERIOUSLY CANNOT. WHATS WRONG WITH ME. I DONT KNOW OK. I'M NOT BEING EMO OR WHATEVER. I JUST CANNOT TAKE IT.
Met kels before work and had dinner at sakae & ended up being late. We went damn high. But suddenly during work, just the thought of something made my mood crash. AND I EMBARRASSED MYSELF. I was looking somewhere else while opening the glass door, i pushed it and it was opened okay. But i walked and banged into the other one beside it. There were so many customers outside.
AND ANYWAY, I'M STILL FEELING LIKE CRAP. DENYSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shall go talk to her now. I dont know why but i feel comfortable confiding to her.
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Friday, April 20, 2007
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Met Cindy after the dragon boating. Omg i cant believe she actually stayed there for so damn long. Left home not long after i settled down in my nicey nicey sofa. Hahaha but it's okay man! Walked around tm and we met a few weird people. He came by and we chatted for a while and we went our own ways. Went back to tp to check out the Jam & Hop session. Lame. We just slacked around and talked to ppl. Was fucking tired okay, so we went home. & i walked all the way from sch to Changi Hospital. I wanted to walk home ok! But my legs was really hurting so i just hopped on the bus. Bah, i'm not feeling good at all. Fucking pissed & everything. I hate everything. Every single thing that's happening now. I just want to seriously concentrate on my studies. BYE.
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I'm tired of trying to make time for us when you dont even appreciate it. Each time i tell myself to stop trying, but i still did in the end. I, wont try anymore.
Okay anyway, day2 of orientation & i was totally shag luh. Nisha & i just zao at the sports complex. It's seriously a waste of time. We walked around & went to the engineering side to chat with kevin. He's fugging enthu luh. So unlike of him. Haha. And sammy spotted us! Omg, i couldnt regconised him. Not that he looked different but out of a sudden in the midst of the purple shirts guys, someone turned and waved. I got quite high when i saw him. Haha. I like to meet people i know.
So anw, my class have bonded tgt in a way but...
Tired, shag, everything. Havent met him nor have a proper conversation with him for quite some while. Oh well. Byeee.
Thursday, April 19, 2007
My class? Nevermind, 1year. I must get into Marketing. And MR WANG KAILUN; you need not worry because there's not any one guy that can make me melt. So now, worry about yourself yeah, 26 girls in a class of 40. Great.
Clement's in the same class as denyse, and we were thinking that since we're of different schools, there might be a chance of getting into the same one, yet.. Sigh. Anw, after orientation, we saw meichin. Omg she's so pretty now & she's in BSG also. Damn it luhh, why not in same class. -.- Cindy & i went tm for a short while & i cabbed home. Quarrelled with that mom again. Damn it. PS; DONT INTERFERE IN WHAT I DO OKAY. SO WHAT IF YOU'RE MOTHER. A MOTHER DOES NOT USE MONEY TO THREATEN HER OWN DAUGHTER. I prefer my godmother. At least she talks sense into me, not the way that mom does.
I kind of want school to start instead of all these orientation. Hello? I'm going there to study, not cheer. But the mass dance was pretty fun, THAT'S ALL that interest me for the whole orientation.
BYE.
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Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Me: I wait for you outside your school tmr?
Him: Dont want! I go your house find you.
Me: I want to go out. I meet you there.
Him: Dont want! I find you!
Me: What's wrong. Afraid to be seen with me?
Him: It's not. I go find you okay?
Me: Or you dont want your classmates know you've a gf.
Him: I DONT WANT YOU TO COME CAUSE ITE GOT A LOT OF GUYS OUTSIDE. I DONT LIKE IT OK! STUPID MAKE ME SAY. So i go find you instead okay?
Me: No.
And in the end, i didnt go.
For some reasons, we had a tiff again. I'm tired of it.
Met mom and had dinner at cartel. When i was at singtel, she went shopping WITHOUT ME! I was so pissed and when i spotted her at Charles And Keith, I simply took a random pair of slippers and made her pay. And she bought me 2 tops at Edc. <3 She kept saying it's so normal and not worth the price for one of the tops but i like it luh. It's the quality man, not the design.
And i were suppose to have a haircut but she pushed it back to another day. ): I wanna have a haircut desperately. My fringe is getting long.
So anw, for him, school has started for 3 days and for ONLY 3 DAYS, ppl mistook him and a girl being couples. I believe they must have did something or else WHY would ppl suspect. Look, it's only 3days okay. Wtf? Anw, this is not the reason why we had a tiff. Whatever.
Orientation tmr. Shucks.
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WORK! No supervisor today so Alicia took in charge for the first time and there was a blackout. Hahahahaa so funny. And it was full house at that point of time. It just rocks with her luh. She's so nice and everything. We could eat anything openly. And so, Eteng made fondue! Kels and i chiong to the back. (: AHHHHH I LOVE IT. :D Love love love. Did cashier mostly today & i like it. So, i was supposed to end work at 11pm but i DONT WANT TO GO HOME EARLY. So i just stayed on. Peifeng came back and damn it luh, i had to leave. She came to me but her voice is too "soft" so yeah, even if she is scolding me, i cant tell it.
I had to walk quite a long way home and i was freakingly freaked out when i had to walk this quiet lane. I ran all the way home from there. Luckily no one saw. -.- My mom gave me this siren thingy in case anything happens BUT, i'm no scared of ppl kidnaping me or raping me but scared of ____. -.-
My legggg hurts.
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Tuesday, April 17, 2007
I MISS YOU LIKE FUCK OKAY.
Met kels and she accompanied me to tp to pass some stuff. Tm next and we went to Genki sushi, BUT, the rotating thingy wasnt working. So the great kels suggested i pretend to talk on the phone with nobody about changing destination. Haha. So we settled at Sakae. (: Met him and shunlai after food and headed for work. We wanted to take a bus, BUT, we would be late AGAIN. So, we took a cab and whoah, the amount is so -.-.
And i LOVE WORK TODAY! Kels and i went damn darn high. And! We ate a lot! Each time Peifeng steps out, we would start eating. We would plan which icecream we want before hand and tell lloyd. Once she's out, he scoops them. (: Then the biscuits, waffles and bahhh, everything. I LOVE IT. :D AHHHHHHHH I'M DAMN HIGH NOW. KELSEYYYYYYYYYYY! And Sammy agrees to replace me on wed! Though i like the ppl working, but, i wanna spend time with him luh. Okay, maybe i wanna work. It's all guys, so it's quite slack for me.
Work ended early. Look, it's only 0115am now. I dont like it. I prefer to be home at 3am. Nevemind. Hungry hungry. Bye.
Work ended early. Look, it's only 0115am now. I dont like it. I prefer to be home at 3am. Nevemind. Hungry hungry. Bye.
0119am-Sunday, April 15, 2007
To denyse, cindy, darling, jimmy; Thankyou so much lovelies. (:
Working straight this four nights. Orientation after that for 2 days and then work again on sat. I love it. Cause, i wont see my mother for one whole week. Bye.
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
I feel horrible. I want to cry.
No camp. No movie. No nice dinner, but just this. And it was enough. (:
Happy one year again love. (:
Stayed over at his house for 2days and damn it, if i were to stay on longer, i would be a fatty bom bom. The first night at around 2am plus, Severin offered to treat macs, so we ordered. Not long, his mom came home with more food, so we ate. And when macs came, we ate somemore. The 2nd night, i cooked omelettes for jerr and him. It failed so i fried another one. Okay, all i can rmber is that we ate non-stop. I can never ever live with guys. I just cannot resist food. And we caught the movie, The Reaping. It's a really good show. Just that till now, i dont understand the ending.
Had a good talk with him yesterday night. Left to me thinking, a lot. But dear, i love you.
Alright, going out with Jimmy soon. Tada.
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